losing you

Max's pov

Once me and Barney got home from the party we didn't talk to each other. Barney just walked to his room. I sighed and decided to go talk to him.

I walked to his door. I knocked. No answer (bitch I'm going to knock the fucking door down if you don't open it! Jkjk XD)

I tried to open the door. It was lock. I was going to wait there even if I had to stay there for weeks. I slide down on the door to the floor.

Hours have past. I was worried. Did he sneak out? He better not. I will run after him!

"Barney? Please can we just talk?" I said turning around and placed my cheek on the cold wooded door.

No answer.

"Barney please!" I said.

Still no answer.

I started to tear up. Barney and I never had a fight before. I just don't know what to do.

"Barney I was drunk! I didnt......I just......please Barneys."

There's was a little sigh. Oh my lord! I know it's not much but it gives me a sign that he's still here.

"Barney please open the door!" I asked him one more time.

"Why should I? Aren't you going to go hang out with your new boyfriend?" Barney said behind the door.

"Barney. I. Was. Drunk." I said alittle annoyed.

"I don't give a shit!" He yelled.

"Barney you know I love you! Your the only one for me!"

"That didn't look like it when you were making out with a fucking squirrel!" He said.

I love John but he can be a pain in the ass sometimes.

"Barney! Did I ask him to marry me? No! I knew he had a crush on me! But I choose you didn't I? I would never do something to you like that on purpose!" I yelled crying.

There was silents.

This is just to much. I need to talk to him now! But he....I don't know. I decided to just go to my room and go to sleep. It's 4:30 already.

Barneys pov

I herd Max get up. Maybe he's going to bed. I herd a door close guessing it was his.

I know I over reacted but I'm scared that he's going to leave me. I want to trust him. I really do! But knowing Ross wants him I'm kind of edgy.

I got off of my bed and walked to the door. I cracked it open. He wasn't there. I walked to his room and opened his door alittle. He was sleeping.

I decided to just go to the kitchen. Once I did I made two pancakes. They were chocolate chip. I finished the pancakes and I herd the floor Creek. I looked behind me and saw a tiered Max.

He slowly walked to the table taking a seat. I took him his pancake. I brought mine to my seat. I looked down away from my eye contact.

"Max." I said making him jump alittle.

He turned his attention to me.

"Barney I'm sorry! I love you please!" He pleaded.

I wish I didn't have to do this. I just can't trust him.

"Max. I love you. I really do! But i....im just scared!" I said muttering the last part.

Max had a concern on his face.

"Scared of.....what?" He asked.

"Of losing you! I love you! And thinking that I could have lost you today was just.....to much for me. I just need to know if I can trust you." I said covering my eyes. I was completely a mess now.

I herd Maxes chair move. He ran to me. Touching my shoulder he kneeled down to me.

"Barney. I would never leave you. I'm sorry that I did make out with Ross. I had to much to drink. And I do love you. And I want you to be comfortable to trust me. If you want we can take alittle break. I don't want to but if it will make you trust me we can." Max said placing his head on my shoulder.

I shook my head.

"I wouldn't last and hour knowing we're taking a break!" I said trying to lighten up the mood.

Max and I both giggled. Max went back to his chair and we finished eating our pancakes.

We put our dishes in the sink and walked upstairs. We went in Maxes room.

I got ready for bed and so did Max.

We got into bed and cuddled slowly falling asleep.

I waked up to see Max laying on my chest. I took a picture and post it on Twitter.

I quickly fell back to sleep knowing that my love of my life is mine.










A/n: what else do you guys want to see in the next chapters? I'm not running out of ideas I'm just wanted to see what you guys want to see and I will try to see if I can fit it with the plot. Also thank you guys for the support! I live you guys so much and I couldn't ask for anything better! BYE

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