Adam's pov

I've been getting that same dream over and over again. Night after night I wake up with sweat and fear. I know Red's getting worried about me.

I decided that I should just sleep in the guest  room but that doesn't help. Red sometimes sneaks in and lays on the floor or on the bed with me.

I snap at him for doing that. I don't want him to be uncomfortable and make him sleep with me. I know I shouldn't snap but I just need alone time I guess.

I herd a knock on the door to the room I was staying in. I didn't answer. Red walked in.

I looked at him with a little anger on my face for just coming in. He sat at the end of the bed looking at his fingers. I know he doesn't trust me. He trust the real Adam but not the depressed one.

"Red what are you doing in here?" I asked trying not to snap on him.

"Adam please don't be mad...." He said with fear in his voice.

I felt horrible. Was I turning into a monster? Or was i just overreacting?

"Red......im sorry." I said grasping his hand.

Red looked at our hands and then stared at me with little hope in his eyes. But then quickly shot his head down.

"Adam I think we should.......see.....other people." Red said slowly.

I was shocked. I was that bad to him.

"Red...im sorry. I'm just alittle confused right now but I know I can change it swear! I tried to explain.

"Adam I want to break up because you seemed to be separating yourself from me. I'm here to help but if your just going to argue with me trying to help or just showing you love then I can't do it. I really can't. It makes me think you don't love me. And I love you. I still do but if this is going to continue then I'm not going to share a life with you." Red told as he was about to get up from the bed.

I held on to his hand tighter.

"Red please! I can't do this without you! I will take treatment, I will quite my job, I can do whatever you want me to do! I want you to share a life with me. I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you. I just need someone to ask me if I'm ok.!"

When I was done in knew I shouldn't have said that last part.

"Ask you if your ok?! I have been worried sick! I haven't went to work because I didn't want you to feel lonely of to hurt yourself! I brought you food! I sneaked in here to try to sleep in the same damn room with you! I check on you every fucking day! I text you every morning seeing if you Ok! DO YOU WANT ME TO ASK YOU IF YOUR "OK"? BECAUSE REALLY I'M NOT DOING GREAT RIGHT NOW EITHER! All you care is about yourself!" Red yelled.

I have been a horrible boyfriend.

"I FUCKING LOVE YOU ADAM! I CAN'T SAY IT ENOUGH! GET THAT THROUGH YOU THICK HEAD! I LOVE YOU!" Red said snatching his hand away and opening the door to leave.

I just sat there. Wondering if I should go after him. Do I live him that much to go after him?

Red's pov

I speed walked to the front door. I grabed my keys and opened the door. It was rating cats and dogs out side. Shit. I decided to just walk to the car without an umbrella because it will be faster.

Was I started walking to the car I herd running footsteps behind me.

I turned around to see Adam in his pj's on the porch trying to look for me. He realized that I was still here and ran to me. I turned back the the direction of my car and started walking.

Adam got in front of me and blocked the car door.

"Red please wait! I need to talk." He said trying to catch his breath.

"Adam I really can't do this anymore. I gave you all my chances." I said trying to move Adam's hand out of the way. He blocked it.

"Red please I need you! I.....I need you on my life!" Adam said. I'm not sure if he's crying but I could by the eyes.

"Adam please let me...." I was interrupted by Adam slamming his lips on mine.

It shocked me for a moment because he had never kissed me like that before. I looked at Adam still kissing then I slowly closed my eyes. I wrapped my hands around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist.

We separated.

We both realized we were in the rain. We laughed.

"Fine Adam. I will stay." I said rolling my eyes placing my head on his chest.

"I love you." He sighed.

"I love you more!" I said picking my head up and glaring at him.

"Bitch I will step on a Lego for you!" And said while picking me up Bridal style.

I giggled.

"Well damn then! Marry me!" I said and we both laughed.

"Thats what I'm doing stupid!" He said as we went back out side.

We both took and hot shower and we decided to go to work.

We were already late but what are you gonna do?

We arrived at work and I knew today was going to be a good day.

COMMENT SOME IDEAS DOWN! also sorry for the lack of updates. 8/29/16 was my first day coming back to school. It's 12 am now so yeah. I might not be able to update alot but I will try my damn  hardest! Anyways that's it I hope you enjoyed! BYE!