Chapter 6
“I’m so sick of being in this computer room,” The girl sitting next to me moans. The chair digs into my skin as I click mindlessly on the project we were supposed to be working on. I turn to look at the girl, her hair cut to her shoulders as it’s poorly dyed brown. She was my best friend. My only girl friend. The girl who was supposed to have my back. Things were started to get weird with her. She was in a relationship with the curly haired boy.
A true relationship. So she would always be hanging out with them, and honestly she was the only reason I would get to at times. She would invite me to the party, let me in on where they were. It always hurt though cause I wanted the invite from him. From the man I thought I was falling in love with.
There was always this awkward sense of them not wanting me there though. As soon as I would enter the room the whole atmosphere would change. Things would go quiet and the conversations would change. Like they were all keeping one big secret from me. I never expected to find out that this was true. At least I now think it was true.
“We only have a few more days in the computer room then we will be back to the boring classroom,” I didn't want to head back to the classroom. Here I got to sit by my 'friend’. I got to visit and gossip about the boys. We could hang out, and talk, and just allow the hour to fly by more quickly than it would in the classroom.
“I think I just really don't like this project,” my friend muttered. Quickly typing away at the computer. She never turned to look at me. I shrugged it off allowing my thoughts to take over. My heart was racing in my chest as my brain drifted back to last night.
I couldn't believe what had happened. My mind was a fog of the events. His best friend was there. We were not alone, and still he wanted me to 'treat Jim's as if he deserved it for being so kind to me that night.
My friend must have realized I was acting a little weird as a few minutes before the bell was about to ring she turned to me with those words that would change my relationship forever.
“So guess what your man candy told me this morning,” My heart froze as soon as she spoke. He had spoken to her, but was ignoring me. I hated that he did this. So many times there were conversations that I was excluded from that should have involved me.
“What did he say?” Honestly at this point anything could come out of her mouth and it could very well be a lie.
“He told us this morning that his ex girlfriend messaged him last night and she would like to try and get back together with him. I think they are going to try and make things work out, which really frustrates me with what he told me happened between you two last night,” My heart froze as the words left her lips. What did he tell her about last night?
Why was he so willing to drop me for the girl who dropped him? So many thoughts rushed through my head. I wanted to freak out, but I knew in this moment I needed to keep my calm.
“He is really getting back with her?” I question waiting for her to finish her story. I felt betrayed by him. I felt so confused that I wasn’t sure what to believe. If he really wanted to get back with his ex he might as well have told me, or not treat me like he was actually interested in me like he did last night.
“Yeah, I actually don’t know what’s going on with that, but you should talk to him about that considering what you did to him last night,” She turned to her phone. Like she was planting seeds to throw me off the trail.
“What do you mean what I did to him last night?” Those words threw me off guard. I didn’t do anything to him last night. My heart physically had no idea what to feel.
“They both told me that you game him a blowie last night,” If I would have had water in my mouth at that time I would have spit it out across the room. My heart was no racing. There was no way she could believe that. Why would both of them have told her that had happened when I very clearly told him now. Especially since his best friend was there. He never wanted to hang out with me alone. It was always the three of us. He used me for rides home from school when he wanted to make out. I was a pawn in this game, but I never sacrificed my values.
“I have no clue what you are talking about! I didn’t suck anything of his, let alone his dick,” I could feel the anger boiling in my chest, but in all honestly my face was showing embarrassment. How was I supposed to respond to that? How was I supposed to handle the situation?
“What do you mean, he told us you did and my boyfriend was there to verify it? Don’t lie about it. I’m honestly impressed you were willing to do that in front of another person. That’s kind of weird,” I shook my head trying to take in everything she had just said.
Don’t lie about it…
It didn’t matter that it didn’t happen. If I tried to defend myself it was simply a don’t like about it. As much as I wanted to scream, I couldn’t muster any words. I hadn’t touched him last night more than the mild cuddling that he initiated. He had unzipped his pants, and showed me things that I hadn’t asked to see, and the next day I was being told to not lie about it…
Just don’t lie about it.
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