He said he loved me and he cared,
That loosing me was what he feared,
But then the papers slowly teared,
All of a sudden it got sad,
Close to done and extremely bad,
Thought I was all he ever had,
But she was there all along,
She was a huge part of his song,
I believed he would never go wrong,
Shut my intuition only for him,
Loved him so I thought we were team,
Never thought that I'd soon realise,
One day just open my eyes,
And see a her that I could never be,
She was comfortable and all I could see,
Was her and nothing like me,
Yet he chose her,
She was right there,
This was my only fear,
That one day he wouldn't care,
He'd leave me in total despair,
But I loved him like I said I would,
I did almost everything I could,
I let it slide to have him close,
I wanted something,or even toes,
I couldn't believe but there he goes,
With his princess on his side,
A new her for him to confide,
Now I'm left with a poem to reside,
I watch them in my dreams collide,
Do I need closure or am i forever tied,
To the fact that he chose her,
Left me alone to dreadfully tear,
And now I'm trying to run,but where?
Where do I let all this agony go?
I allowed him to bring me low,
It's all my fault that much I know,
But will I ever be free again?
Will I let out all this pain?
Will the sun shine through the rain?
Will I make me the main?
I don't understand why he chose her,
It makes sense but it's unclear,
I wanna be fine and walk away,
But then I have to calmly say,
You chose her and that's okay.

Belise S.