The scars are deep.

You caused them.

You caused my pain with words.

I'm slowly falling

Deep into the abyss of darkness.

You hurt me in ways that no one ever could.

I was unbreakable,

And now I'm shattered.

No one is here to pick up the pieces besides me.

I feel like I don't matter,

Like no one even cares.

If I killed myself right now,

Would you even care?

Would anyone even notice?

I'm invisible to the world.

No one would miss me

In this world.

I'm all alone

And you made me lonelier.

You made me see through.

People don't notice me.

They don't notice who I really am.

All they see are the scars on my arms.

The scars on my body.

But they don't see the scars on my heart.

They can't see the depression.

They can't see my true self.

I am no longer the girl you once knew.

You broke her.

You picked her up and smashed her into pieces.

You killed her.

Now there's me.

Now there's nothing.

You wouldn't notice if I disappeared.

You wouldn't know if I said 'hi'.

So tell me, oh mighty one.

What do you get out of this?

Do you enjoy my suffering?

Do you enjoy watching as the metal slits my

Very flesh open.

You watched as I took my final breath

On that cold December day.

Because of you, I am dead.

You watched them lower me

In the cold, dead, hard, ground.

So tell me, oh mighty one.

Did you enjoy it?

Do you feel accomplished?