You don't know me!

So this is kind of  personally relatable..

People judge you all the time

Everyone has this different perception about who you are...

You know the world can see us in a way that's different from who we are

For me , well in school they think I'm a nerd just because I get good marks.

I've been told many hurtful things because of this too. Most people come to me for help in their studies...and after that they are gone...

They only come to me when they need me...

Oh and afterwards they are like
" Omg you're my savior, you're so kind ,the best etc "

But these don't make me happy at all. Because I know they are saying this just because of that small homework or something.

But the truth is I'm a huge procrastinator. Somehow I study last minute and manage to do good. But huh they don't believe that.

I seriously spend my time listening to songs, watching movies, anime or reading stories .Just slacking of , doing whatever I like Honestly I don't study much but obviously they are hell bent that I'm always studying!

Dude even my own ' friends' don't fookin believe me!

None of them know how much I'm hurting inside.

They don't know how I love deeply and care about everyone...

They don't know the times I've cried thinking about random silly incidents or something.

They don't know they make me feel left out and alone

So what happens if I Hate them when they don't even fookin realize that they have hurt me!

Okay lol ...

Now back to serious!

I've been feeling lost I ain't sleeping till the dawn . Wake up the next evening act like nothings wrong , can't eat can't sleep , the only thing I eat is time , never had no ones back cuz no one ever had mine - bars and melody Sadboi generation 🎶🎵

I've been betrayed and left behind too many times , but show me LOYALTY and I will always have your back

It hurts... because I'm the one who EVERYONE replaces after a while...or that is what I feel...

I've got secrets...

Or whatever...

Oh and yeah also they think I'm so innocent

But nah man you don't know how many evil schemes I have planned against y'all in my head.

They think I'm naive but nah I've also had crushes on many boys but I don't say much to y'all cuz most people in this world are two faced and can't be trusted

Real is rare
Fake fake everywhere..

EVERYBODY KNOWS MY NAME BUT NOT EVEN ONE OF THEM REALLY KNOWS ME!

You don't know how I am when I'm all alone

You think I'm quiet ?
Nah ,
I know more than you think
But speak less

I keep quiet
But I observe everything
I just don't let you know that

And honestly they are too idiotic to understand my great mind.

I stopped explaining myself to people when I realized that they only understand from their level of perception.

At first I might be shy , but If I feel a connection with you or feel like I can trust you then you will see how crazy and wild I am.

But unfortunately people judge and they have this misconception about who I am. And no matter how much I try I can't explain it to them so I'll just carry on , on my own.

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The more I read it, yeah, the more I take offense
I'm so defeated, I can't get outside my head
I post a picture of myself 'cause I'm lonely
Everyone knows what I look like
Not even one of them knows me

I'm so defeated I just want this shit to end
So I walk into the club like, everybody hates me
I walk into the club like, everybody hates me
I'm talkin' to myself, shit, now they think I'm crazy
I walk into the club like, everybody hates me
Like everybody hates me (everybody, yeah)
I'm a product of the internet
And now I'm face to face with all the voices in my head
I can't even check the time without facing regret
Why do I still have to mean everything I ever said
And I'm not trying to be like "poor me, " I made it
I'm just trying to stay normal now that they know what my name is

Everybody hates me - Chainsmokers

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Feels like I'm not where I'm supposed to be
I don't fit in with these familiar faces
And the games they play
Don't mean a thing to me
I know there's so much more

I can't stop dreaming, and thinking
Maybe I could be someone different
More than a yearbook memory
If I leave this, I'm risking
Almost everything
Am I on the right road?

Out of the old
I've gotta find my way
Into the new
Give anything it takes
I wanna know
If no one knew my name
Would my wildest dreams feel like home?

If I go out of the old (Eh-oh, eh-oh)
And into the new (Eh-oh, eh-oh)
Out of the old (Eh-oh, eh-oh)
And into the new (Eh-oh, eh-oh)
Yeah, I wanna know (Eh-oh, eh-oh)
If no one knew my name
Would my wildest dreams feel like home?
Out of the old

I wish these streets were still enough for me
I wish this town could give me everything
But I still feel stopped
While every light turns green
Why can't I let it go?

I can't stop dreaming, and thinking
Maybe I could be someone different
More than a yearbook memory
Leaving all this, I'm risking
Almost everything
But there's only one road

Out of the old
I've gotta find my way
Into the new
Give anything it takes
I wanna know
If no one knew my name
Would my wildest dreams feel like home?

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I walk into a crowded room
Everybody staring
What did I, what did I do wrong?
What did I, what did I do wrong?
Oh, you see what you wanna see
But you don't even know me
What did I, what did I do now?
What did I, what did I do now?
He said, she said, over it
You're acting like you're brilliant
But you don't know
Yeah, you don't know
You don't know a thing at all
You don't know about the way I am when I am all alone
You don't even know
The way I care, the way I've grown
You don't know about the way I love so deeply to my bones
You don't even know me
Woah
Woah
I walk it off and brush away
Everything you say
'Cause I don't care, I don't care at all
I don't care, I don't care at all

You don't even know me - Faouzia

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I just want someone to know what I'm really like
...

Please don't say 'I know you'

Because honestly you don't know

But I guess most people will never know what you're actually like , and we gotta live with it. Only you and your creator knows.

There's a difference between knowing someone exists and knowing them as a person.

Someone you've heard of or seen , maybe randomly passing in the hallway , someone you exchange formalities with daily...but do you know what they're really like?

People are more than a random rumour or a trait of theirs that you know.

There's more to a person.

Kinda like many layers , unraveling more and more as you get to know them (:

Inside every person you know , there's someone you don't know

You know my name , not my story

...

So yeah this was by far one of my favorite chapter because everything I wrote here was completely relatable...the story of my life

Did you relate?

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Imma just go back to thinking (:

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