One-sided love isn't only heartbreaking or tragic. It can also be beautiful and is definitely the most pure type of love.
It's when you want their best even if it means you are not able to be with them.

It's when you give and give without wanting or expecting anything in return.

It's when you're shy and might have not enough courage but the feelings you're suppressing deep inside burst forth in the form of magic -in the form of art and you are the artist.

That's why I feel like writers-whether it be songwriters or storytellers are  people who love the most deeply, feel the most deeply.

They bleed out their feelings in the form of words, creating pure magical love which shoots like an arrow through the hearts of the listener or reader.

Making them feel they're not alone. Giving a voice, a form of expression to millions of one sided lovers around the globe.

The feelings people can't find the words to express ...they find those feelings perfectly captured in song lyrics or in sentences hidden among the pages of their favorite books. Ah, isn't it all so tragically beautiful?

On that note let's come to the greatest love of my life - fictional characters.

To all the characters in my mind , thank you. I'm sorry I couldn't share you with the world yet but now that one day I hope I can, In Sha Allah (if god wills)  pen down your stories so that others can love you as I do.

Till then know that you'll always, always exist in my heart and mind . You'll forever hold a special place in my heart. I've laughed with you I've cried with you. I've had endless conversations with you in my head and you've helped me out through countless phases of my life, hence to me you're real. You're a part of me and I'm a part of you. I wish I can do justice to y'all and in Sha Allah share you one day but till then I'm happy keeping y'all as my little peaceful secrets living on in my mind. Thank you for being there . Couldn't have even imagined y'all without Allah's mercy and permission.

The characters we read about it books, see in dramas or animes help shape our mindsets and personalities sometimes. They are so deeply embedded in our hearts, loving them feels heartbreaking as well as the most happiest thing ever.
Ideas in people's minds can be shared with so many others, to be lobed and cherished forever, just thinking about it gives me goosebumps.

These characters may not be physically real in the earth but they're very much real to us readers and fans. They exist in our hearts and minds . They are engraved in the souls of millions and will continue to live on through us. 

( This is a raw and unedited part I had the sudden urge to write after 3 am )

National anthem for us fans-

Fictional by Khloe Rose

Well, I guess the third time's not a charm
Nursing a three times broken heart
And down the rabbit hole again
I put myself in another world
Where I can be any other girl
'Cause I don't really wanna face it

'Cause, if it isn't real
You can pretend all you want
It's all you'll ever need
"That's not healthy, " they said
"To live in your head"
But it hurts a lot less to me

I fall in love with boys I see on a TV screen
The ones in books who are as perfect as they can be
I spend all of my time imagining
What it would be like if they existed
My parents tell me I should look for one in real life
But I get let down by both the bad boys and the nice guys

I'm tired of giving more than I receive
So, I'll just stick to the boys
Who don't know me

Oh, I hid his number, I almost called
Like, maybe he's hurting after all
I can't afford to be that naïve

I'll just keep wishing it was me
In that ending scene
Where they're meeting up halfway
And they're kissing in the rain
It's a little bit cliché
But I love it anyway
'Cause it's better than when you're walking home
And the rain starts pouring
But you're all alone

Guy exe super fruit -

Oh I wish I could synthesize a picture perfect guy (:

"A reader lives a thousand lives"

Just a few of the thousand book related pins I have saved XD