Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars...

That's when that person comes saying 'I DO!'

They are the only ones who understands me and is there for me all the time whenever I need.

They cry seeing me cry .
' hold on I still need you !'

They say-

I'll be there for you when your tears stream down your pillow like a river I'll be there for you. When you're screaming but they only hear you whisper I'll be loud for you!
But you gotta be there for me too.

I will come running when you call my name . Even a broken heart can beat again . Forget about the ones who caused you pain. I swear I'll love you in a different way.

I know you're sick of all these people leaving you all the time but I promise I'll make it right.

I'll help you pick up all the pieces they broke , I swear you won't waste your time with me.

Who hurt you give me the name !

Darling just hold on cuz I still need you

I see your true colors and that's why I love you

On the nights you feel outnumbered , baby I'll be out there somewhere. I see the beauty that you can't see

I can feel it in my heart , hear it in your tone, even with my eyes closed you're beautiful

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They make me think imma be okay.

They're the people who would die for me , always there through thick and thin.

They know who I really am

On the lonely nights they hold me close and give me hope to go on...

When the nights are full of thunder and the days feel so long, I just need someone to hold me.

I'm only me because of them .

I just wanna be somebody to someone

So don't give up on me!

But here comes the saddest truth of all.

These people are imaginary...illusions created inside my mind . These illusions help me and are there for me. But in the end I can't deny that they are not real.

It's nice to imagine there are people like these who would really care for you, Understand you so well...but in the end they are just illusions...

" On the nights you feel outnumbered, baby I'll be out there somewhere..."

Maybe I'm too good for this world .
But nah I don't deserve any happiness...

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Don't tell me this is all for nothing
I can only tell you one thing
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
I see everything you can be
I see the beauty that you can't see
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
I could have showed you all the scars at the start
But that was always the most difficult part
See, I'm in love with how your soul's a mix of chaos and art
And how you never try to keep 'em apart
I wrote some words and then I stared at my feet
Became a coward when I needed to speak
I guess love took on a different kind of meaning for me
So when I go just know it kills me to leave
To all the stars that light the road
Don't ever leave that girl so cold
Never let me down, just lead me home
Don't tell me this is all for nothing
I can only tell you one thing
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
I see everything you can be
I see the beauty that you can't see
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
But there's beauty here that's yet to depart
There's still a song inside the halls in the dark
I'll come for you, if you just stay where you are
And I'll always hold your hand in the car
And there'll be days when it's difficult
But I ask you to never leave behind the reciprocal, we're past that
Love is not designed for the cynical
So we have that, we can have that
To all the stars that light the road
Don't ever leave that girl so cold
Never let me down, just lead me home
Don't tell me this is all for nothing
I can only tell you one thing
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
I see everything you can be
I see the beauty that you can't see
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
How long can you wait for the one you deserve?
Light on, never let it out, never let it out
If I'm gone, if you ever leave I hope that you learn
To fight on, to fight on
Don't tell me this is all for nothing
I can only tell you one thing
On the nights you feel outnumbered
Baby, I'll be out there somewhere
I see everything you can be
I see the beauty that you can't see
On the nights you feel outnumbered
I'll be out there somewhere

Outnumbered -Dermot Kennedy

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All the walls that you keep building
All this time that I spent chasing
All the ways that I keep losing you
The truth is, you turn into someone else
You keep running like the sky is falling
I can whisper, I can yell
But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know
I'm just talking to myself
Talking to myself
Talking to myself
But I know, yeah I know, yeah I know
I'm talking to myself

Linkin park ...

The other songs lyrics in this chapter-

Hold on - chord overstreet
There for you- Troye Sivan
Waste your time- Conor Maynard
Different way- lauv
Make it right- BTS ft. Lauv
Be okay- HRVY
Don't give up on me- andy grammar
Someone to you- banners
True colors- trolls
Invisible- bars and melody
Eyes closed- in real life
Just hold on- Louis Tomlinson
Fazed- Anna Clending
Someone- michael schulte
Outnumbered- Dermot Kennedy

Luv these songs , do listen to them !✨

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Whenever I feel too much overwhelming emotions, I begin imagining I have all these amazing best friends or something. Imagining all these scenarios and conversations that will never come true...but these do help. Ranting to myself inside my head...I have this whole universe inside my mind.

Or listening to songs with relatable Lyrics and imagining myself in those scenarios which are being described
It's like I'm transported to my own little world where I can do whatever I wish (:

So many different scenarios, like I'm in a famous talk show and am ranting about my life story. Or just talking about random things in my life ...all inside my head .

These imaginary friends listen properly and can understand ...haha. And no one can understand me in real life lol

Talking to myself dam now they think I'm crazy...but don't worry I am well aware of the truth though it hurts...but imagination is fun !

Though the harsh truth is that these comfort characters won't ever be real T.T

This is how I spend my time and deal with stuff XD

Do you do these?

So what did you think about this illusion?

I know it's weird but this is the truth.
I have all these scenarios and conversations with these imaginary best friends . And they do really help. In the end I know its me only. But it's awkward when someone walks in and sees you talking alone huh lol.

Vote and comment if you like these or if it was relatable!