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A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing
I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go
If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If only
If only
Every step, every word
With every hour I am falling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I, I have never been
I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go
If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
Yeah
Am I crazy?
Yeah

If only - dove cameron

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You know what state my mind is?

It's mostly always in a ' Confused State of mind'

Lately I'm not understanding anything properly...or at least that is what I'm feeling...

Nothing makes sense

And I just feel so confused

Like I've hit a dead end

Hopefully this feeling will pass soon.

I have no motivation about what to do in the future and yeah so it all seems blurry

There's so much more to the world
And we're just here , working and studying to do good in academics and careers. These are important. But more important than life? Than happiness?

I don't think so...

But thats how the society has become.

All these pressure, burden and expectations are getting too much.

What happened to the good old childhood?

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Where there's a will, there's a way, kind of beautiful
And every night has its day, so magical
And if there's love in this life, there's no obstacle
That can't be defeated
For every tyrant a tear for the vulnerable
In every lost soul the bones of a miracle
For every dreamer a dream we're unstoppable
With something to believe in

Monday left me broken

Tuesday I was through with hoping

Wednesday my empty arms were open

Thursday waiting for love, waiting for love

Thank the stars it's Friday

I'm burning like a fire gone wild on Saturday

Guess I won't be coming  on Sunday

I'll be waiting for love, waiting for love
To come around
We are one of a kind, irreplaceable
How did I get so blind and so cynical?
If there's love in this life we're unstoppable
No we can't be defeated

Waiting for love- AVICII

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Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where it start

They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream

Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

Wake me up- Avicii

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So why you gotta hurt me ?

When I can do it in my own...

So what's up peeps?

Honestly I don't know what this was...I'm so confused lol

Does anyone enjoy this book?

Anyways I'll continue...

So I'm going slow because I only want to give y'all good Chapters instead of a rushed one. Though some might seem messy cuz that's how my mind is XD

So at first this book might not seem interesting or something but it gets better ...

And I write whatever I FEEL!

so moving on some topics I'll write about here in the future are:-

Motivation

Sadboi generation aka our generation

Dear parents

Fake friends

Love

Society

Childhood nostalgia

Life

Fake smiles and lonely eyes

Small acts of kindness

Inner beauty

The untold stories of what people go through...

And many more so hold on and wait 🤗

And please do remember to vote and comment if you like these or relate. Each and every one motivates me to continue :)