Why can't I just accepted it.
I'm falling hard for you but
You slipped out of my grip.
I try my best to make you mind
But you don't want that.

You just see me as something else,
And it hurts to hear my heart break.
I try everything to let
You know that your the one.

I fail misery to make you mind,
I tried and tried so hard I was close
,but I was too late for your heart was gone.
I failed to claim it as someone has took it from me.
We were close but now your gone and see me as a part of family.

It hurts to be happy for you.
Your satisfied while I'm not.
I cover you up and take the pain away.
You did the same and look where it came.

I didn't take the pain away for I added to mine.
You trust me so hard and it hurts so bad to look at you.
But no matter how much I care for you.

It won't be the same right now.
I'll hide my feelings with my mask.
Watch my bright smile light the room with lies.

I know you think of me as family but I don't and I understand.
I just want to be happy and be love.
I won't get in the way of your love.
Your happy now, so don't worry.

I will still support you and hide the pain.
I'll be there for you.
For where family now.
I'll hide this pain.

I'm proud of you....

[:'(] } : )