Next day, Seungmin had to go see a doctor because of that broken finger.

And I was really happy. I wasn't sure if I could see him after crying for him the whole night. I was actually surprised I didn't wake up with my eyes red and swollen.

I put on a smile in the morning, going to another tutoring session.

After it ended, I got to my class with Jongho being the only one there. We'd greet each other and I'd lay my head on the desk, earphones playing calm music into my ears as I tried to at least get some rest before the lessons started.

Changbin came, put his bag down next to his chair and greeted me but I just really didn't feel like talking to him nor Minho. After everything they'd done to me, I didn't even want to spend more time with them. And since Seungmin seemed to be fed up with me as well, I decided to get rid of those two as well.

I pretended like I didn't hear, still lying down until the first bell rang.

Two minutes till the first lesson. Rather get up and go there, Hyunjin. At least before Changbin manages to get ready too.

I took my stuff and left, not sparing Changbin nor Minho one glance.

Maybe he thought I didn't see but I noticed Changbin burning me with his stare as he leaned in closer to Minho, who was still not truly awake, whispering something in a tone that was signaling he wasn't saying nice stuff.

I walked into the halls with a big, mischievous smirk on my lips.

How easy it is to make one mad, right?

I felt so good suddenly. Because pushing them away was as easy as that.

Changbin wouldn't look at me in the lesson, I was talking to the other classmates on our way back into our classroom and I was just really relieved.

The rest of the day was good.

Until our class teacher asked me about Seungmin and his health state, whether it'd got better already. Since I didn't know the answer, I texted him through our group chat with Minho and Changbin. By that moment, I already knew he would take literally days to read my messages in our personal chat. Therefore, this was easier.

Later on, Minho and Changbin sent some messages too and... What a surprise, Seungmin would respond to them all just not that one text of mine.

Hurt, angry and feeling betrayed, I put my phone aside with an eye roll, rather trying to focus on the text books in front of me again. There were three tests the next day, plus I was pretty tired. I shouldn't have been thinking about him.

I ended up doing so in the night again though. And just like the previous one, even then did I cry till my eyes had no more tears to spill and my body had no more energy to move.

I drifted off to sleep, knowing I'd see him on the bus the next morning.

I'll just try to cry myself to sleep.