Nia in MM

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        "Inmate, get up you gotta visitor." Jumping down from the bed, she smiled knowing it had to be her brother. Holding her arms out they handcuffed her then escorted her to the visitor section.

Two years she had been behind these walls trapped away from the world and she was beyond ready to be released. She had so much anger built up in her and once she was released and back out in the world everybody was catching her raft.

"Hey girl, where you going?" One of the inmates by the name of Chelsea asked.

"My brother is here to see me, I'll be back."

Nodding her head, the girl kept on walking with a few other girls. She nodded her head at a few other females she passed that she had became cool with, becoming anxious the closer they got to the visitor section ready to see her brother. Checking her for any weapons or drugs, they let her through then uncuffed her.

She scanned the area with her eyes in search of him and once she spotted him she immediately ran over to him hugging him from behind. "I missed you, why you take so long to come see me?" She pouted.

When he didn't reply, she stepped around to see what was wrong and gasped when she saw his face beat up badly. "Who did this to you?"

Reggie closed his eyes for a moment before saying, "Ahmad," in a shakey tone.

Instantly at the mention of his name Melissa got pissed. She had been locked away for two years now all because of him, she hated him with a passion. She used to be madly in love with him but that soon faded the longer she stayed behind bars. She wanted Cali's life though, she wanted the ring and the kids.. even though she hated Ahmad, she still wanted him too.

She even had Reggie get a picture of him for her, she told him it was to be used to release anger out on but in reality she would masturbate to it everynight, visualizing that it was him who was touching her instead. The poor girl was really mental but she doesn't believe she actually is.

"Why did he do this? Did he find out you were the one who helped me trash his shop?" She questioned lowly.

He shook his head no, "H-he knows nothing about that, he only thinks its you. He found out I kissed Cali and came to my house and him and his friends jumped me." He was only telling Melissa this information for the simple fact that he knew she couldn't stand Ahmad or Cali and that she would help him take Ahmad down or get him out the picture.

Melissa is Reggie's younger sister but she's a ride or die. He knows his sister is a nutcase and isn't afraid to do some shady shit that's why when she called him and asked could he help trash Ahmad's shop, he was down for two reasons; He hated Ahmad, and he knew she would do something in return for him like now.

"What is so great about this bitch? She ain't even all that. I look better than her and I don't fucking see why you and Ahmad are so crazy about her!" She snapped hitting the table with her fist.

If Reggie had to be honest, Melissa didn't look as pretty as she did before. Their parents gave birth to beautiful crazy ass kids, but Melissa was really losing herself. He assumed it had to do with the orange jumper and wild curly hair and no make-up but he hoped once she got out she would get back to her old self.

But Reggie honestly wasn't sure what Cali had that made him crazy for her, he just wanted her to himself. "I don't know but Cali and I are meant to be she just doesn't know it yet." He mumbled.

"Well whatever, but look I have three months left on my sentence, I'll handle this. He already has to pay for sending me to jail and breaking my heart but now I'm finna make him and Cali ass suffer. Don't worry big bro, they will pay for what they did .. trust me."

        "So how long she been back in the picture?" Shaun questioned his dad while feeding Nolan some noodles.

"..Three years now, it started off as casual conversation then soon lead to more." His dad stated lowly still feeling ashamed from what he did. "She is honestly the only woman I ever loved and still love. What she did broke me, tore me up inside but I couldn't help but love and forgive her."

After talking to Alisha Shaun took her words into consideration and decided to go have a long talk with his dad but made it clear that he wanted his so called, "Mom," no where near him or his son since Nolan was tagging along. His dad agreed and was actually happy Shaun reached out, he honestly wasn't sure if Shaun was ever going too since he knows his son is petty enough to hold a grudge.

"Did she ever say why she left? I mean I want to know." Shaun, of course had hatred towards his mama, but he still had millions of questions he wanted answered. He still wanted to know what pushed her away from him.

His dad looked down knowing he needed to know the truth, the truth he has tried to hide from him for years. The truth that might break him. "Before I start to explain .. I want you to know that me and your mother loved you very much."

Shaun nodded, "I love you too pops, but forreal stop stalling why my mama leave me?"

"Shaun .. I'm not your father."

"What?"

"I'm not your biological father, I just raised you as my own."

Rubbing his hand down his face, Shaun smacked his teeth. "Okay we established that .. start making some sense pops, what the fuck do you mean you ain't my father? Who the fuck is then?"

"Your mom um was raped and I found her. I took her to the hospital and I took care of her because I felt bad for what had happened. Overtime of us talking I realized she was homeless and offered her to stay in my guest room in my apartment. So she moved in and like two months in we discovered she was pregnant with you. I knew you weren't mine due to the simple fact that we never had sex .. your father was the man who raped her the night we met. So after she found out that news she did not want to keep you not because she didn't love you it was because she didn't want to have a rapist baby and I understood but I wanted to keep you .. I felt you didn't deserve to get aborted so she kept you and once she had you .. she fell deeply in love with you but you had his eyes and she couldn't look at you or hold you without having aniexty attacks. She wanted to be there for you, she wanted to be the perfect mother to you Shaun but she couldn't, you were a constant reminder of what happened to her so she left us .. I was only twenty-five at the time, I had no idea what to do with a child but I knew I couldn't let you go into the system so I stepped up and raised you as my own ..You may not biologically be my son but you are my son and I love you.."

Shaun sat there for a moment feeling his eyes burn. He wasn't sure what to say, he was just lost for words. He couldn't believe what he was hearing, like he wanted to know why she left but he didn't expect that story. He loved his dad and appreciated all that he did but he still felt some type of way about the news he just recieved.

"So this whole time you knew you wasn't my father and never told me? I'm a fucking rape child! You didn't think that was something I needed to know? I mean I always knew I didn't favor you but our skin tone just lead me to believe that I got this color from you. I love you I swear I do .. but this ain't right." Standing up he grabbed Nolan bags getting ready to leave.

"Shaun—"

"Just save it pops, tell me how a person is so suppose to feel when they grow up thinking one thing and turns out everything has been a lie and that the person you've been calling dad is not really your father that shit still hurts. I'ma fucking rapist son! I was the outcome of rape, that doesn't make me feel good at all."

"I wanted to tell you a while ago but I couldn't .. I'm sorry."

Shaun wiped his eyes, "I know I'll eventually forgive you because you did raise me and took care of me but I can't do this right now. I just need a moment to process all of this." He mumbled avoiding eye contact.

His dad nodded, "I understand, whenever you're ready to talk I'm here."

Letting Nolan say bye to granddaddy, Shaun walked out of the house with a heavy heart and a clouded mind. He needed to talk to Alisha and fast about this shit, he was even considering having a talk with his mama just to hear her side of it all, but for now he was gon' take a moment to adjust to the news he was told.

  Killing Me Softly by The Fugees played on Pandora from their tv while Kamry laid on her back taking hits from a blunt, moaning ever so often from Marcus giving her head.

Biting her lip, she caressed the back of his head closing her eyes a little bit from how good it felt. She honestly believed only Marcus could have her screaming to the top of lungs out of anger then turn around and have her screaming to the top of her lungs out of pleasure.

Lately they have been bumping heads but the make-up sex was always top notch, it was like Marcus liked seeing her get all worked up just to put her ass in check by dicking her down real good to show her who was really boss.

Releasing her juices into his mouth she let out semi-loud moan, which was only music to Marcus ears. Raising up he revealed more of his nude body then kissed her lips before taking the blunt from her hands to take a couple of hits from it.

Handing it back to her, he kissed her lips one last time before laying on his back beside her. They laid their in silence lost in their own thoughts, but Kamry had a lot on her mind one being that she was pregnant and hadn't told anybody.

People made their assumptions that she was pregnant but she never actually confirmed it, she wanted to have Marcus kids but not at the moment. They were already having issues and she knew a baby would just add to that.

Marcus knew Kamry was pregnant, he saw the test in the trash and he was excited knowing he was about to be a daddy finally but when Kamry never said anything he started to get upset wondering why she hadn't said anything and he hoped like she wasn't thinking about aborting his child either.

He knew they had issues but at the end of the day he loved her stubborn ass and saw them growing together as a couple but he already knew if she were to kill his child without his consent he was going to be done with her.

"I'm gonna go shower," She announced handing him the blunt. Ashing it, he got up right behind her following her into the bathroom.

"The lord took his time when he created you girl," He joked hitting her on the ass.

Playfully rolling her eyes, she turned the shower on then stepped inside. Getting in behind her, Marcus wrapped his arms around her waist feeling the hardness starting to form.

Kamry sighed lowly, wanting to tell him but she was honestly scared for her own personal reasons, but she knew Marcus loved her and how bad he wants kids. So after taking a few deep breaths, she turned to face him looking in his eyes then leaned up kissing his lips. "Its something I need to tell you Marcus,"

"You're pregnant?"

Frowning she nodded, "How did you know?"

"I saw the test a few weeks ago, but answer this .. are you thinking about aborting the baby?"

"What? No! Why would you think that?"

"Why it take you so long to finally tell me then? You know how bad I been wanting kids Kam and you kept this a secret for what?"

Kamry sighed, "I'm scared I'm going to end up like them."

"Them who?"

"My mama and aunties, they all had kids and their relationships and marriage ended. And they ended up being single mothers, I don't want to end up like them and with the way we argue, I feel like that will be us."

"First stop comparing our situation to others cause we all different and have faith. I love you Kamry and I would never leave you like those men did, I helped create the child so I will do my part by helping you raise our baby. I been told and showed you how serious I am about us, I'm just waiting on you to finally believe me when I say it."

Nodding her head, she wrapped her arms around him laying her head on his chest. Kamry trust was messed up due to past relationships, and same with Marcus. They both had a hard time realizing that they were perfect for each other.

But this baby was surely going to test how strong their love for one another really is.

It was after hours at her job but she couldn't sleep until she figured this one thing out. On her computet she typed in Amir's first and last name and scrolled through all his personal information until she landed on what she needed.

"Emergency contacts.." She mumbled to herself scrolling looking at all the people he had put down but once she spotted the name she was mainly looking for she smiled. "Ahmad Hassan Sinclair, I knew it."

Exiting out of what she was on, she grabbed her belongings then walked to her bosses off. Knocking twice to get her attention, her boss looked up and smiled motioning for her to come in.

She liked Nia, and after hearing her story about a miscarriage she had three years ago her heart went out to her and she thought it was nice of her to work at a place that helps people like her get the kids they've always wanted.

"Hey Nia, I didn't know you were still here .. everything okay?"

"Yeah everything is fine, I just wanted to know if I could take over on the Sinclair case? I know I'm just usually the person who does the first interview but I think I'm ready to actually help with the whole process of getting them their dream child."

Smiling, she nodded. "Alright, if you feel you're ready I'll tell Lauren to take the Jimmerson's case instead. So get all the information you need from her and I do believe their background checks have came back, and all that other stuff so you should be close to actually having the official talk about the children and them meeting kids and parents who are willing to give their child up for adoption."

"Great! Thank you Ms. Dorinda .. I won't let you down."

"You're welcome Nia, I'm sure you'd make me proud. Have a good night."

Walking out of her office, Nia smiled to herself. She hadn't seen Ahmad in years and she honestly missed him and she knew it was time for her to reveal some overdue secrets to him, she just hoped he didn't hate her even more after he finds out what she did and what happened.

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I'm not suppose to be writing SantanasUrbanNovels gon' kill me but oh well .. here you guys go!

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- Denise 💋