ariana's pov

"Ariana I need you."

"Why should I let you back in my life."

"I've been complete shit since you left."

His eyes were slightly red, besides that he looked perfect. If he calls this shit I wonder what his best is.

"You look fine."

"It's called make-up."

"You're wearing make-up," I scoffed.

He puts his hands in his pockets, shifting his body.

"Ari," he says looking up at me.

"What the hell do you want?!"

"I told you."

"Oh. You know what I told you?"

"What?" he signs.

"To get out my life."

"You've never told me that before."

"I'm telling you now," I said pursing my lips.

"Just hear me out for a few minutes. And if you're still not up to forgiving me I'll walk out of your life."

"I guess it's the least I can do."

"I know I was in the wrong for mentioning your sister. But you can't hold this on on me forever. Everyone makes mistakes. And I could never express how sorry I am for hurting you."

"That's so sweet," I devilously smirk.

"My mistake was letting you be in a 10 foot radius of me."

"Ari please don't say that."

"I'm not Ari to you anymore. You've lost that privilege. If you were truly sorry you wouldn't have been stalking me."

He looks off in the distance trying to avoid the glare I'm giving him.

"How did you even find my dorm?"

"When you came over my house you told me."

"No I didn't. We didn't talk about my school at all."

"I'm pretty sure we did," he says scratching the back of his neck.

"Xavier. Stop with the bull. Now tell me how you found my dorm," I say trying to hold in my anger.

"Fine," he whines. "Cara told me."

"Cara Delevingne?"

"That's her."

"How do you even know her?"

"She's my sister."

My eyes widen, not comprending what he just said.

"You both have different last names though."

"Different fathers."

"I don't understand."

"My dad-"

"I understand that idiot. I don't get why she would help you," I say rolling my eyes.

"I paid her."

"How much?"

"It doesn't matter."

"How much?" I scream.

"Twenty bucks."

"You paid someone a twenty dollars, to screw with my feelings. How could you?" I say feeling a tear trying to trickle out the corner of my eye.

"Why would you get feelings for Cara? She doesn't care about anyone but herself."

"Do you honestly not know how fucked up my life is? I thought she cared so I... became attached. I just wanted to be loved. I didn't care if it was a girl or boy. Even if I had to kiss a toad, I'd do it," I say wiping the tears spilling down my face.

The bed dips down from his body weight joining me on my bed. He begins to use the pads of his thumbs to caress my cheeks. I close my eye trying to remain sane. Suddenly he stops, my eyes peel open. I furrow my eyebrows to what he's looking at, and realize he's staring at my lips. I push myself further away from him. Only for him to scoot closer, which makes me fall on my back. Leaving me in a laying position. He hovers over me, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear. Before he leans in to attach his lips to mine. I close my eyes once again. Feeling the warmth of his lips on mine. I didn't want it to end. I always had a tiny crush on Xavier. I just never told him because I feared he would never talk to me again.

He pulled away slowly. Once his lips no longer lingered on my lips, I opened my eyes. I bit down my bottom lip, craving his lips more than I should. He paid his sister to screw with my feelings, he broke into my dorm, and now I'm reasoning with myself that it's all okay. A small chuckle leaves my lips, as I realize how ridiculous this sounds.

"Ariana. I'm sorry for every ounce of pain I have caused you. I should get going now," he says as he reaches the door.

He turns the knob before glancing at me one last time. Before he shuts the door walking out my life. I didn't want him to leave me. He was always there for me when I needed him. I decided to do something crazy, not caring if anyone saw me as a girl. I slipped on my converse, and tried to catch up to him. The elevator doors were about to close so I put my hand in the way of the door to stop it.

"Xavier," I said breathlessly.

His eyes widened at my presence.

"I need you I'm not ready for you to leave me," I said walking into the elevator pressing the closing button for privacy.

"Me neither," he gently smiled.

"Then prove it," I challenged smirking.

Once again his lips attached to mine. And that's all I needed in this moment to feel alright.

A/N: sorry it took so long to publish this chapter. I try thinking of ways to make my story better but I can't it's a piece of trash. I love you all for liking trash. Why is this chapter so short? You may be wondering. I can answer that question by telling you I have so many tests. This week and last week. And until the 11 weeks are done. You may be wondering why 11 weeks? Well that's how long until I'm on summer vacation. Bye now.😘