13th August 2023

forever - labrinth

Waking up, Sailor finds herself confused. Many questions fill her head. Where is she? What happened last night? Who's bed is she in?

"Wakey, Wakey, little flame."

Hearing Sky's familiar voice, she realises she must have stayed with him last night. Relief fills her body. She slowly rolls out of bed, her head feeling like it's splitting as she stands up. Knowing she must be in Sky's bedroom, she removes her dress and throws on one of his baggy t-shirts paired with basketball shorts. She leaves the room and heads towards the voices she hears.

Sailor enters the huge living room. The walls are a deep grey, and large floor-to-ceiling windows line the back wall, giving the room plenty of natural light. The floor is a dark wood. A large, cosy sectional sofa in a dusty black hue is situated in front of a marble fireplace. The coffee table is made of mirrored glass, reflecting the light.

On one end of the sofa, there is a velvet armchair matching it, accompanied by a side table with a golden lamp. The room is filled with candles and the air is scented with a delicate vanilla fragrance. It is a luxurious, elegant space that exudes comfort and opulence. She can't help but feel like she has stepped into a dream as she takes in the breathtaking room.

"Feeling hungover?" Sky questions Sailor.

Sailor collapses onto him, nuzzling her head into his chest. "Feels like my brain is a rock."

Aquarius gently pats Sailor's head. "Luckily I got you Gatorade."

"You're a lifesaver," Sailor responds, accepting the drink she hands her.

Bringing her attention away from the TV, Rebel asks Sailor. "So how'd you enjoy last night?"

Sailor looks towards her smiling widely. "It was amazing."

Rebel raises her eyebrow at her. "I was talking about the other part."

Sky nearly laughs them both off the sofa.

Full of confusion, all Sailor can say is one word. "What?"

Sky looks at Sailor suggestively. "You know your time with a certain doe-eyed boy."

Aquarius playfully teases Sailor. "Think you could get away with not telling us the details?"

"What are you guys talking about?"  Baffled by what they are saying Sailor didn't notice Rain enter the room.

He winks at her. "You don't look as good in my clothes as you looked without them."

In shock, Sailor shouts. "WAIT WHAT?!?"

The four of them burst into hysterics.  Reality hits Sailor. Her face burns bright red as she tries to snuggle deeper into Sky to hide her embarrassment. She remembers going to the river with Rain but she has no idea how she ended up here or in his bed!

Sailor looks up ready to face the music, realising that Rain is standing next to her. Glazing up at him, nerves quacking, she questions. "Wait, we didn't, did we?"

Relive falls over her as he says. "I'm fucking with you, you fell asleep at the river so I brought you back here and I slept in Sky's room."

"Ah, Rain you ruined the fun." Pouts Sky.

Relieved that she didn't do anything too embarrassing last night, Sailor laughs while gently punching Sky in the arm. "Just wait Sky Elijah White, I'll get my revenge for giving me a near heart attack. Plus don't you two think you're getting out of this."

"Please don't hurt us." Sky and Aquarius plead in unison.

"Sleep with one eye open." Sailor taunts causing Rain to chuckle.

"So is sex off the table then?" Rain questions.

Sailor throws herself off Sky looking as if she's ready to kill him. Rain bolts out of the room, leaving the others in the room entirely entertained.

je te laisserai des mots - patrick watson

Sailor finds herself in the kitchen enveloped by a warm, hazy glow that emanates from the ceiling lights, dispersing a soft, ethereal light. The walls are adorned with shimmering gold panels, reflecting the light as if the stars themselves have decided to gather within the room. Intricate patterns of silver and copper snake their way across the ceiling, resembling constellations brought to life.

At the heart of this opulent kitchen is a majestic black marble island. Its glossy surface seems to absorb the light, giving it an enigmatic depth. The veins running through the marble appear like ethereal whispers, telling stories of distant lands and forgotten legacies.

Storm shows Sailor how to prepare the dish. "What's going on between you and Rain then?"

"Nothing." She affirms.

Storm arches his brow at her. "We all have eyes." 

Sighing, she goes on. "As everyone can see we have some tension, some tension I'd love to explore but we've been best friends my whole life. I can't afford to lose that."

Rebel and Sky appear in the kitchen after hearing their conversation. "I think that's a smart move of you. Things could get complicated."

"But Rebs imagine how cute  our little Rainie in love would be." Sky protests.

In love.

Sailor fears nothing more than falling in love. She's watched love destroy people. First hand experienced the destructive powers of love and witnessed its ability to grip people's souls, leaving them shattered and broken. She had seen her parents' love radiate with such purity and passion that it seemed to illuminate the world around them.

In their love was a tapestry of warmth and joy that enveloped their family, filling their home with immeasurable happiness. When her mum passed her dad was left helpless, drowning in a sea of sorrow. Without her, he lost his meaning, and his spirit withered away like a neglected garden. Love is a risk not worth taking. A loveless life seems bittersweet life but a life she's chosen. A life she once betrayed and came out all the worse for it.

Maintaining her posture, she faces them all and guarantees. "Love won't be an option. I don't do love nor serious relationships."

"May I ask why not?" Storm curiously asks her.

"My dad. When my mum died, it destroyed him. We didn't see him for weeks, he just rotted in his bed. That's what love did." Taking a deep breath, she continues her confession. "I broke my rule once and well do you see him here with me?"

All three look at her and just nod. An action she will forever be grateful for. No pity just understanding. She doesn't think she could deal with any more pity. No more sympathetic smiles, pitiful pats off the shoulder or woeful words.

"Let's dish up dinner and eat."  Sharing a thankful smile towards Storm for changing the subject, she turns back to what she is doing.

babydoll - ari abdul

Rain playfully bumps Salior's shoulder. "Tonight's been nice, thank you for coming."

Returning his bump, she declares. "I mean you basically kidnapped me but I'm glad." 

Smiling with his eyes, a little chuckle escapes his lips. "Don't temp me, Angel."

Rolling her eyes, she sarcastically implies. "Oh, so scary Mr Ramoray."

With that, he throws her over his shoulder running full speed to his car. Squeals of excitement exit her lips mixed with fear that he'll drop her. Adrenaline surging her body, ecstasy caused by him coursing through her. She wishes this moment will never end.

Once they reach his car he gently places her in the passenger seat, whispering ever so softly. "You've got to stop teasing me, Angel." Causing her heart to stop as lust fills her body, her core aching to be touched by him.

He strokes her cheek. "Let's get you home now." She simply nods not being able to speak.

Her heart starts pounding, nearly ripping out of her chest as Rain places his hand on her thigh in between changing gears. He knows exactly what he is doing to her. Her cheeks burn crimson as she bites her lip to keep in reality. Unable to look up. This man is really making her lose complete control.

Rain opens his car door for her. "We're here, let me walk you to your door."

"Rain Ramoray in all my years of knowing you, I've never known you to be a gentleman." Sailor pretends to be flabbergasted.

"Don't get it twisted, I've just trying to get into your pants. I mean in this case I guess it's mine." Rain playfully pulls the leg off his shorts, which she's wearing while teasing her.

Unlocking her door, Sailor gently kicks him. Much like when they were children Rain just wonders through her door.

Sailor rolls her eyes at him. "Of course welcome in. Make yourself at home."

"Don't mind if I do." Rain heads towards her kitchen taking a drink out of the fridge. "We have business, we need to discuss."

Sailor perches herself on her island counter. "And that is?"

"Me and you." Rain traps her between his arms, leaning over her.

"Not happening." She deadpans.

"Sailor." He deadpans back.

"Look I know but we're best friends and my mother. It's too complicated." Sailor sighs looking towards his feet.

Rain pulls her down from the island. "Dance with me."

"There's no music." She groans.

Shushing her Rain holds her hips leading her. They move to the lull of the night. Finding comfort in each other's silent company. Sailor lets her face inch closer and closer to his until she can feel his breath on her lips. Watching as he slightly parts his lips, she gasps.

With a small sigh and disappointment in his eyes, Rain looks at her. "I'm not your mother."

"I know," Sailor whispers.

Not breaking eye contact, he continues. "I'm not going to die."

Releasing her breath that she didn't know she was holding, she responds. "You don't know that."

Rain leans his back against her fridge. "I'll wait for you."

"Don't." She demands.

Yet another sigh breaks from his lips. "You should probably get some rest."

bathroom- montell fish

Upon leaving Salior's, Rain receives a text.

"I'm in town."

He drives along the busy London streets, the neon lights of the city illuminating the dark August night. He navigates through the busy traffic, making his way through the familiar roads of London. Weaving through the crowded roads, skillfully manoeuvring through the constant stream of cars and pedestrians.

The mild summer breeze flows through the open windows of his car, carrying with it the sounds of the city; the chatter of people, the honking of cars, and the occasional street performer adding to the vibrant atmosphere. The familiar landmarks of the city surround him as he drives, adding to the charm of the drive. The streets are lined with quaint cafes, bustling pubs, and beautiful historical buildings

As he approaches his destination his phone gently rings. "What's up?"

Sky's voice comes to life through the car speakers. "Are you driving? I thought you were at Sailor's."

"Sage is in town." Rain informs.

"Coming for my fuck boy title?" Sky teases.

Rain pulls into the car park, screeching to a halt."We've all got scratches we need to itch."

Sky's laugh echoes through the car speaker. "Have fun."

TW: SMUT

Rain gently pushes the hotel door open, revealing her.

Sage Alice Carter.

Her porcelain skin is adorned with a myriad of intricate tattoos. Her signature feature is her septum piercing, adding a touch of edginess to her otherwise ethereal appearance. Her short blue layered bob is her signature hairstyle, reflecting her playful and adventurous personality. Sage takes pride in her unique sense of style, often mixing and matching different pieces to create her own fashion statements.

Despite her edgy exterior, Sage has a kind and gentle demeanour, making her approachable to everyone she meets. She exudes confidence and remains unapologetically herself, unafraid to challenge societal norms. Her eyes are a striking blue, that seems to change hues depending on her mood and right now she is hungry.

The air crackles with a potent mix of desire and tension as Rain and Sage stand face-to-face in her small hotel room. Their eyes lock in a fiery gaze, each daring the other to make the first move. The dim light cast sensual shadows against the walls, heightening the charged atmosphere. Without another word, they close the distance between them, their bodies colliding in a greedy embrace.

Their lips met in a fierce, hungry kiss, setting the room ablaze with passion. Rain reaches out, his hand brushing against Sage's soft skin, sending shivers down her spine. Clothes are discarded in a frenzied haste, the heat between them rising to an unbearable intensity. Moans of pleasure fill the air, echoing against the walls.

Their tangled limbs move together in perfect rhythm. The primal energy between them surges like a windstorm, igniting a fire that threatens to consume them both. The bed creaks beneath them as they move together, their bodies entwined in a dance of raw desire. Each touch, each caress, is a declaration of their burning need for one another.

As they reach the peak of their shared ecstasy, their cries of release fill the room, mingling with the sound of their thundering hearts and laboured breaths. At that moment, they are lost in each other, consumed by the flames of their lust.

19th August, 2023

all I want - kodaline

The early morning sun casts a warm glow over the quiet graveyard. The sky transforms into a canvas of pastel colours – soft pinks, purples, and oranges, all blending in a breathtaking display. The air is still cool and crisp, a reminder of the recent rain that had nourished the land. The birds are chirping, filling the air with a symphony of cheerful melodies.

The air is filled with the sweet scent of blooming flowers. The tall, old trees provide a canopy of shade, and the headstones are covered in ivy and wildflowers. Sailor realises that even in a place of death, there is still beauty and life. Sailor looks down at her mother's grave. There she is in all her glory. Beside mountains of flowers, stands a small photo frame.

Scarlet's brown eyes are warm and inviting, full of kindness and empathy. Her tanned skin is smooth and blemish-free, with a natural rosy flush on her cheeks. She has a smattering of freckles across her cheeks and nose, giving her a youthful and playful appearance. She takes great pride in her appearance and can often be seen wearing bold outfits that accentuate her natural beauty.

Her deep brown curls cascade down her back. She emits a quiet confidence that draws people towards her, making her a natural leader. Most of all, Scarlet's beauty comes from within, as she is kind, compassionate, and always willing to lend a helping hand.

"Hey, mama."

Tears well up in Sailor's eyes as she thinks about all the things she wishes she could share with her mother.

"Sorry, I've not been to visit. You've missed so much. We moved to America when you left, which you knew we would. I met my two best friends there. You would have liked them, I miss them. You'd be glad to know I've rekindled with Rain and Sky. I knew you had been planning mine and Rain's wedding since we were born."

Her father and her have always been close. They've always had a playful relationship although since her mother's death, he's grown more distant. Her parents were smitten from the day they met. Each other's person, in love with no competition. Losing her left him incomplete. Since moving back here, Sailor believes he's starting to heal. Along with their relationship. Although Sailor and her father have always been close nothing compares to the relationship she had with her mother.

The strong bond she shared with her mother was unbreakable. They could sense each other's thoughts without saying a word. Scarlet had always encouraged Sailor to chase her dreams and never give up, and Sailor had always looked up to her mother as a role model. Scarlet had always been there for her, offering a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. Up until Sailor's world came crashing down. All it took was a bullet to obliterate Sailor's universe.

Sailor's nightmares intensified over the years. She sees her mother's death play out in a loop, each time more gruesome than the last. She is trapped in a never-ending cycle of fear and pain, unable to escape the nightmare she'll never be able to awake from. She can't shake off the feeling of guilt and regret that consumes her every day.

"Bye, mama," Sailor whispers, her voice barely above a whisper. She traces the letters of her mother's name on the gravestone, a simple gesture of love and longing.

strawberries and cigarettes - troye sivan

Ding dong.

Nerves quake Salior's body while she waits for him to answer the door. As she stands alone wondering where everyone else is? Maybe they are already here, if not they'd be alone. She's been alone with Rain countless times but since being back the tension between them has built. How long will she be able to control herself?

Lost in thought she didn't realise the intercom come to life. "Angel, not that I'm not happy to see you but I thought you guys were coming at nine-thirty instead?"

"When was this changed?" She asks as suspicion strikes her.

"Sky called me about half an hour ago."

Unsurprised by his clarification, she responds. "Seems to me we've been set up, Mr Ramoray."

"It would appear that way, Miss Primrose. Come on in."

Once she enters Rain stands in front of her with slightly damp hair, grey joggers and a baggy tee, clearly not expecting guests yet. Sinful thoughts fill her head as to what they could do this hour alone. How easy it would be to remove his loose clothes. To finally touch him in the ways she's yearned for, explore every inch of him.

As if he could read her mind. Rain comes closer to her so close their bodies are almost touching. He whispers in her ear. "It would be everything you just imagined and so much more."

Scared as to giving in to her wants, she blurts the first thing that comes to her head. "Weren't you watching your dad's dog?"

Rain a little disappointed, awkwardly scratches his head while responding. "Yeah, but he's gone home."

Feeling more at ease Sailor strolls over to his sofa where she plops down. "Where are my snacks Ramoray?"

Flashing his bunny smile with a little laugh, he proceeds to his kitchen counter where he throws a pail of strawberries at her. "Don't worry angel, I also brought you tequila."

"You trying to get me drunk, Rain Ramoray?"

Placing himself next to Sailor, Rain looks her dead in the eyes. Puts his hand on her thigh and gives her a near heart attack as he says. "Keep using my full name like that Angel and I'll be trying more than getting you drunk." Causing her to choke on a strawberry, she is trying to enjoy.

Feeling happy with himself he passes her the TV remote. "Should we watch a movie while we wait?"

Still unable to speak after what just happened she simply nods and then clicks on the first movie she sees. Rain puts one arm around her waist while she continues to eat strawberries. Humming in contentment as he plays with her hair. Both are content with just being in each other's company even without any words being exchanged. Being around Rain is as easy as breathing. Pulling her out of contentment, she feels his fingers softly tickling her side.

She starts bursting into uncontrollable laughter much to his entertainment. "Is someone a little ticklish?"

Struggling to get away from him she grabs the nearest pillow which she uses to hit him with. He entirely unphased flips her onto her back, landing on top of her. Her body pressed under his, face so close he can smell the strawberries she just consumed. Feel her breath deepen, the way her heart starts to accelerate. Her angelic eyes stare deep into his. Leaving him drunk with desire as she licks her pouty lips.

How is he supposed to stop himself from losing to greed? The greed to touch her, the craving to explore her mouth with his tongue. Feel every part of her body, hold her, caress her, pleasure her. Fighting with himself to not give in to his lust, he feels her body push closer to his.

Fuck.

Why is he fighting this? Rain moves his face closer to Sailor, nearly closing the gap.

"Sorry to interrupt kids but we're all arriving," Sky announces as he pokes his head around the door, giggling to himself.

Rain slowly removes himself from Sailor. "You have got to be kidding me. Let me go get changed."

"And hide your little friend." Sky chuckles.

"You're lucky, I don't kill you." Rain huffs, turning towards his room.

Isabella joins Sky's side. "Hide your little..." A grin creeps onto her face. "Oh, you definitely caught them making out."

Sailor watches Sky's lips twitch as she bawls. "No, he didn't."

Recognisably entertained, Sky shakes his finger at her. "Tut tut, little flame. Your mum taught us to never lie."

Her eyes shoot towards him, throwing daggers "She also taught me how to break a man's arm. If you'd like me to start following all her lessons."

Rebel walks through the door. "Caught them doing what?"

"Just her and..." Sailor leaps covering Sky's mouth.

"Why is it I always walk into you assaulting someone?" Aquarius jokingly asks.

Storm and a blue-haired girl stand laughing in the doorway.

baby girl - disco lines

Sailor, Sky and Storm stand around the sleek, kitchen island. Sky, taking on the role of mixologist for the evening. In the air, a melodic rhythm engulfs the room, emanating from the speakers. As the music pulsates through the speakers, a symphony of melodies and lyrics vibrates through the kitchen, creating an electrifying atmosphere. The sounds intertwine with their laughter as if the songs understand the joyous moments shared among friends.

"Who's the blue-haired girl?" Sailor questions.

Sailor nearly sprays her drink out her mouth when Sky deadpans. "Rain's fuck buddy."

Storm punches Sky in the arm. "Careful, she's also my best friend. She is though, Rain's friend with benefits."

Sky brushes Storm off. "Sage Carter, she's one of us, family. She's just not around too often."

"Been that way since she was a kid just drifts and flows where she pleases," Storm informs her.

Sage joins them hopping onto the island beside Sailor. "So you're the infamous Angel I've heard about from everyone."

"Talk of the devil." Storms greets Sage placing an arm over her shoulder.

"If I'm to be referred to as a demon, I'd much rather it be Lilith." Sage jokes, pouring whiskey into Sailor's cup. "You know if Rain doesn't hurry up making a move on you, I might have to myself."

They are interrupted as a person, bursts through the door, tackling Rain. Zane Fujita. Zane is a tall and imposing figure. He has broad shoulders, a strong jawline, and a muscular build. One striking physical feature is his vibrant green hair which he likes to keep in a messy style. His almond-shaped eyes are a deep shade of brown. Zane has a few scars on his arms and legs from his adventurous lifestyle, but they only add to his rugged and mysterious appearance.

He is heavily tattooed, with dark designs covering his arms, chest, and back, peeking out from beneath the fabric of his shirt. Zane's most stand-out feature is his double eyebrow piercings, giving him a confident and edgy look. Zane is known for his charismatic and alluring nature. He has a magnetic personality and can easily draw people towards him. He is fiercely independent and has a strong sense of self.

Rain dusts himself off from Zane's attack. "Why are you here Zane?"

"Can't your cousin come to visit?" Zane playfully jabs him in the side.

"Zane..." Rain challenges.

Dropping his playful tone Zane pulls Rain into the corner. "Fine, Lucio said he needs me to look into something. Johnathan is active again and with the girls being home."

Concern spreads on Rain's face. "He's planning something."

coffin - plvtinum

Sky ushers everyone around into a circle on the living room floor. "Right, time for never have I ever."

"Here we go." Rebel rolls her eyes, taking a place next to him.

Sky fills shots passing it to everyone. "Zane you're up first."

Zane raises his short glass, a playful glint in his eyes. "Never have I ever had an alcoholic drink."

Everyone takes their shot whilst Sky scolds Zane. "Oh come on Zu you can do better than that."

"Everyone has to drink, everyone gets drunk. I'd say job well done." Zane flashes Sky a childish smile.

"Fine, Sage you're up next." Whines Sky, pouring multiple shots for everyone.

Sage leans back casually. "Never have I ever been spat on."

"Oh okay, we're playing it that kind of way. I'm next." Whilst everyone takes their shot, Sailor continues. "Never have I ever been tied up."

"Say!" Isabella teases, knocking back the shot as everyone else does.

Sailor playfully shoves Isabella. "I saw you drink, Issy."

"Touché. I'll go next. Never have I ever had sex outside." She laughs watching everyone drink.

Storm takes his turn. "Never have I ever been blindfolded."

Everyone drinks.

Rebel waves her shot glass in the air. "Never have I ever been handcuffed."

Everyone drinks.

Rain secretly glances at Sailor. "Never have I ever used a sex toy."

Aquarius side-eyes everyone as they take their drink including her. "First of all, you're all nasty."

"We all saw you drink too." Rain tuts.

"Fair play." Poker-faced Aquarius declares. "Never have I ever been a part of an orgy."

Everyone stares blankly towards her, at a loss for words, completely bewildered. Sailor breaks the silence. "Aquarius!"

Aquarius throws her arms up. "What! Just checking."

Sky looks Sailor dead in the eyes. "Me last. Never have I ever kissed someone in this room."

I feel like i'm drowning - two feet

Only Rain and Sage drink, resulting in Sky's outburst. "You've got to be kidding me. Fuck this we're playing truth or dare."

Sailor moves over to Sky and perches on his lap. "If we have to play this you're going first. Truth or dare?"

"Dare, obviously." Sky quips.

Sailor faces him with a smug look on her face. "I dare you to let me DM someone from your Instagram account."

Sky rolls his eyes handing over the phone. "Easy."

Sailor giggles typing away. "That girl who messages you twenty times a day will now be expecting a date next week."

"I hate you." Sky deadpans.

Sailor winks at him, handing the phone back. "I love you too."

"My turn." Sky smiles at Sailor sinfully. "I dare you to kiss Rain."

The room falls silent as Sailor turns to face Rain. Hunger is clear in his eyes. "You don't have to."

"I've never been one to run from a dare." Sailor nervously approaches Rain.

Rain tenderly pulls Sailor onto his lap. Sailor now straddling him, their bodies moulding together like two halves of a puzzle, completing each other effortlessly. They fit perfectly as if the universe has moulded them, especially for this moment. Their eyes meet, as if they share an unspoken understanding that the moment has arrived, a moment filled with the possibility of taking a leap into the unknown.

His eyes search hers for consent, giving her an opportunity to retract before the inevitable. All he found was a nod of her head, her gaze focusing solely on his lips. Rain's lips find themselves on hers. A rush of electricity flows through him, intoxicating his senses. The world around them ceases to exist as their kiss deepens.

Her mouth gently opens, inviting Rain's tongue to explore the depths of her being. His tongue responds eagerly, intertwining with hers in a lustful dance. Time stands still as their tongues map each other's desires, igniting a flame that burns brighter than the stars. Both are desperate for each other's touch. She is his own personal brand of heroine, leaving him an addict and forever craving more.

"Well, that just happened," Isabella blurts, her tone equal parts disbelief and amusement.

Sky grins wickedly. "I got what I wanted. I say we all dance now."

As Sailor and Rain finally break apart, chests rising and falling with need, their eyes meet in a silent understanding, a bond formed in this shared moment of intimacy that transcends mere words. While their friends dance around them, lost in their own revelry, Rain and Sailor see only each other, their connection unbreakable and undeniable.