Finally

Lia's

I AM willing to give my everything to Lemuel. I don't care about the others, I only want my Lemuel with me. Kung hindi nila matanggap ang mga desisyon naming dalawa sa buhay, it's okay, all I want is to be with him and right now, being one with him is the only thing that I can think about.

Lemuel always looked at me like I am his most important treasure in his life. I love it when he looks at me that way. I love it when he makes me feel like I am his world. He always tell me that he will do everything for me, I love that – I love him.

"Lia, please..." Umakto pa siyang lalayo sa akin but I held onto him. I shook my head.

"No... Lemuel, I want this. Give it to me. You said that you'd do everything I asked for. I want you to make love to me. Please..."

"You don't have to beg." Maybe that was the last straw. He suddenly pulled me closer to him to kiss my lips. I opened my mouth to give him enough access. He kissed me with so much urgency. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang init na mula sa labi niya papunta sa buong katawan ko. I want more and I will never ask him to stop. I had always imagined our first time, how he would react when I touch him, what would I feel if he is buried deep inside of me, thrusting like there is no tomorrow. Oh, I cannot wait for him to bury himself inside of me.

His kisses are now tentative and impulsive. I keep on drowning. Hindi na ako makahinga pero pakiramdam ko lalong hindi ako makakahinga kapag tinigilan namin ang ginagawa naming ito. The idea that Lemuel will take me had my heart swell with overwhelming affection.

Our kiss begin to be needy and full of want. Lemuel pressed his entire body on mine and it only added to the desire building in my being. I wrapped my arms around his wait, he kissed me back breathlessly, lips moving against one another, wanting more. Lemuel let out a moan of pleasure. I thought that I would lose my mind.

"Lemuel..." I whined as he kept kissing my lips. Pakiramdam ko ay nilalansi niya lang ako, puro halik na lang siya. I want more. I pushed him away. I pouted my lips, natatawa yata siya, he kissed my lips to make the pout go away. "Take this off." Sabi ko habang hinahatak pataas ang t-shirt niya. Lemuel revealed his body, and I had to swallow that invisible lump on my throat. Oh, he is so sexy. Lalong lumakas ang dating niya dahil sa dim light na mayroon sa loob ng kamalig na iyon.

I laid on the bed and he climbed over me. Hindi ko napigilan ang haplusin ang dibdib niya papunta sa braso niya. He's so sexy. I love his arms. Gusto kong magsabi ng choke me daddy pero hindi ako makapagsalita kasi sobrang overwhelming ng mga pangyayaring ito sa akin.

"Are you sure about this?" There is concern in his voice. Tumaas naman ang kilay ko.

"Do I need to get you drunk for you to fuck me hard?" Inis na tanong ko. "You didn't even think twice when you did that to me sa bar."

"Love, I am not going to fuck you." Pinugpog ng halik ni Lemuel ang buong mukha ko. "I am gonna make love to you. I will make love to you so hard that the only name you'll remember is mine and you'll call me repeatedly because you can't get enough."

"Then do it. Ang dami – dami mong sinasabi." Nang-aasar na wika ko. Napapalatak si Lemuel, iyon na yata ang huling beses na napangisi ako nang gabing ito dahil ang sumunod ay puro ungol na ang lumabas sa bibig ko. I couldn't make out any words. Every time he touches me, I lose it. Nakanganga lang ako, lalo nang dumako ang bibig ni Lemuel sa dibdib ko. He sucked on my nipples, played with it with his tongue and made sure that I am writhing and gasping in so much pleasure.

He went downwards. He gave sloppy kisses on my abdomen, down to my navel and even lower down my pussy. He opened my legs wide and then, his magic tongue did the magic.

"Lem--- nooo---ahhhh!" I arched my back and I realized how wrong that move is – kasi lalo lang siyang nagkaroon ng access doon. His hand was on my behind and his tongue was buried deep in my core, lashing back and forth my wetness – I am losing my mind.

"Lemuel!" I couldn't take it anymore. I felt like something was about to explode – no it already exploded. I screamed his name. Pakiramdam ko ay pagod na pagod na ako, wala pa man din kami sa main event, parang gusto ko nang matulog – and maybe he noticed that when he leveled with me.

"Oh no, Lia, you're not gonna sleep. You woke me up and now you must pay for it."

"But... but.." Lemuel kissed me again. I was too busy trying to kiss him back, kasi bumibitiw na talaga ako sa huwisyo ko, pero nawala lahat ng antok ko nang maramdaman ko siya sa akin. I felt the tip of his cock entering my core. Napaigik ako. Lemuel shhhed me.

"Love, baby, it's gonna hurt, but it will get better. I'm gonna be gentle, okay?" Tears started to fall from my eyes. Masakit talaga. Totoo pala iyong nasa romance novels na may mararamdaman na parang napunit – that is what I am feeling right now. I want him to take it out, but I don't want to lose the warmth of his body against mine.

"I love you... Lia... I'll take care of you." Every time he pushed inside; he whispers sweet nothings in my ear. Kahit paano ay nakakatulong iyon para maibsan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Lemuel is huge and it took a lot of effort from me not to push him away...

"It's in, Love. You did a great job. I love you." He gave me enough time to adjust to his size. "Are you okay now? Can I move?" His voice is full of love and I could only nod. Napapangiwi pa rin ako kasi may nararamdaman pa rin akong hapdi, but as the minute goes buy, as he kept on thrusting in that slow pace, nawawala ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Suddenly, everything feels good. Mukhang napansin na rin naman ni Lemuel na maayos na ang nararamdaman ko so he changed pace, he's moving a bit faster now. I was only panting, moaning his name.

Grabe ang sarap. I even wrapped my legs around his waist. I want him deeper – if that's even possible.

"More... please, more..." He moves faster this time. Pakiramdam ko ay lumilipad ako. I want more, I want him.

"Lem...uel, ahhh omg... pleaseee" Hindi ko alam kung para saan ang please, but I kept on mumbling that word. After a while, I felt something building up inside of me again.

"Together, love..." Sabi niya sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung anong together, but some minutes later, I feel something warm shooting up inside of me. It was a nice feeling. Lemuel gave me butterfly kisses before he rolled on my side. Pagod ako, pero magaan ang pakiramdam ko. He kissed my forehead, wrapped his arm around my body and smiled at me.

"Thank you, Lia."

"Hmmm..."

"I love you, Lia. Hinding – hindi kita iiwanan."

Wala akong naisagot kasi hinahatak na ako ng pagod. I just let myself be wrapped around his protective arms and just like that, I fell to dreamland... Oh, how I love this night.

xxxx

Lemuel's

I don't know what woke me up, is it the light coming from the window on my left of is it because of that unknown noise I am hearing right outside the room. Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko at ang unang bumungad sa akin ay ang magandang mukha ni Lia. She's still sleeping so peacefully, hindi ko napigilan ang hagkan ang noo niya. Last night was beautiful and phenomenal. I love her more. Hindi ko inaasahan na mawawala ako sa aking sarili. I needed to take care of her. I tried my best to stop myself last night pero napakaganda ni Lia, hindi ko na talaga napigilan ang sarili ko.

Kung ako nga ang tatanungin, hind isa ganito dapat naganap ang nangyari kagabi. I wanted it to be extra special. It is her first time and I want her to feel loved and wanted, pero natalo ko ang sarili ko kagabi.

"Wow, Lemuel, you wore her out." Napabalikwas ako nang bangon nang marinig ko ang boses ni Monalisa. Hindi ko alam kung gaano na siya katagal nakatayo sa may pinto ng silid na iyon sa loob ng kamalig. Nakataas ang kilay niya, habang nakahalukipkip.

"Mona! Anong ginagawa mo rito?!"

"The whole mansion went crazy this morning. Sumigaw si Rafa nang nawawala si Lia and we looked for her everywhere, hindi namin siya nakita. Your mother is crying, sinisisi niya ang sarili niya sa biglaang pag-alis ni Lia. Imagine her reaction when she finds out that Lia sneaked out last night just to be tired like this. You didn't fucking hold back!" Napapailing si Mona.

"It's not like—"

"Sa nanay mo ikaw magpaliwanag. Nakakaloka kayo. Bihis ka na. Gisingin mo iyan. Fonso and I will wait outside." Kinindatan ako ni Mona habang iiling – iling pa rin. I shook my head. Paano ko gigisingin si Lia kung mukhang pagod na pagod nga siya? I don't have the heart to wake her up. Sobrang pagod niya. We did it twice last night. Nagising kasi siya nang bandang alas tres and I, again couldn't hold back myself. I need to have her, she was so beautiful. Ang tagal – tagal kong iniisip kung paano si Lia when she's writhing in pleasure, her eyes wide with lust – hinding – hindi ko makakalimutan ang hitsura ni Lia kagabi. It will be a memory engrave in my brain forever.

"Love?" Hinaplos – haplos ko ang mukha niya. "Lia, love... wake up..." I kissed her cheeks repeatedly. She started to stir, and slowly, she opened her eyes and smiled at me.

"I love you, good morning." Napakasarap naman marinig niyon. I kissed the tip of her nose.

"I love you too, but we need to get up now. People are looking for you in the mansion. They found out that you left this morning." Nanlaki naman agad ang mga mata niya. She immediately stood up, pero napangiwi siya. She looked at me with that cute pout on her face.

"Masakit ang pepe ko." Natawa naman ako.

"I'll help you get dressed, come." Inalalayan ko siya. Nakakita ako ng cloth sa may cabinet doon. Nilinisan ko siya. She was just looking at me. Kapag may pagkakataon ay hinahagkan ko siya sa labi. I cannot believe how much love I have for her.

Nang makapagbihis na kami pareho ay lumabas na kami ng kamalig. Tulad ng inaasahan ay naroon nga si Fonso at Mona. Dala nila ang pick up ni Alfonso. Si Mona ay ngising – ngisi sa akin pero hindi ko naman siya pinapansin.

"Feeling okay, Lia?" Mona even asked my wife. Lia just timidly nodded. Nang makasakay kami sa likod ng kotse nila ay humilig sa akin si Lia. My hand found her waist and I just had to pull her closer. I kissed the top of her head. I want her to feel protected. Alam kong pagdating sa mansyon ay pagagalitan na naman kaming dalawa. Walang problema, basta kasama ko siya hanggang sa dulo. Aayain ko nang bumalik si Lia sa Metro. I don't care anymore kung hindi pa kami mapatawad nila Mama. We'll keep on trying but today, mas priority ko si Lia. Kung nasasaktan na siya sa nagaganap, ilalayo ko muna siya.

Huminto ang sasakyan ni Alfonso. I looked at Lia, mukhang aware naman na siya kung nasaan kami. She smiled at me tapos ay nauna na siyang bumaba ng kotse. Magkakasunod kaming pumasok sa loob ng bahay.

"Lia!" Nagulat ako nang salubungin siya ni Mama. I bit my lower lip, kaagad akong lumapit kay Lia, hinapit ko siya sa tagiliran.

"Please, Ma. H'wag ninyong pagalitan si Lia." Natigil si Mama sa paglapit sa amin. "I know you hate us for lying, but please spare, Lia. May kasalanan kaming dalawa, pero hindi niya ako ginamit. Alam ko naman na iyon ang iniisip ninyo, and no Papa, I don't care about the mayoral seat anymore, all I want is to be happy with her. Hindi ako magsisisi kahit kailan na pinili ko si Lia. Kasi aanihin ko naman ang lahat ng ito kung wala si Lia sa tabi ko? If you were in my shoes, Pa, hahayaan mo bang mawala si Mama dahil lang sa buhay na inakala mong gusto mo?"

Hindi sila sumasagot. Napansin kong nasa may front door na ang buong pamilya ni Uncle Paeng. Para silang nanonood ng shooting. Wala na akong pakialam, this is the first time that I am talking to may parents since we got here. Ayaw talaga nila akong pakinggan. Hindi ko alam ang detalye ng naging usap kahapon pero ang mahalaga sa akin ay marinig din nila ang side ko.

They should give us a chance to talk. Mga magulang namin sila, at naiintindihan kong galit sila, but we deserve this chance.

"I love her, Papa. I'm so sorry if we have disappointed you, but we love each other. Sa dami ng kasinungalingan namin sa nakalipas na panahon, one thing will remain true, and that's how much we love each other."

Parang may dumaang anghel sa kapaligiran. Nanahimik lang sila pero ang bumasag din noon ay si Mama. Niyakap niya si Lia.

"Jusko, Lia anak, anong ginawa ni Lemuel sa'yo? Pinagod ka ba niya? You need to rest. Come and eat." Tinangay niya si Lia palayo sa akin. Nilingon niya pa ako na para bang takang – taka siya sa nangyayari. What the hell is happening? Hindi nagtagal ay tinapik na ni Papa ang balikat ko.

"Good job, son. You finally learned something."

"What?"

"Kumain ka na. Mamayang tanghali ay aalis tayo, kakausapin natin ang mga magulang ni Lia. Eat, rest and well leave after lunch."

"What is happening?" Walang sumasagot sa akin. Lahat sila ay nagtungo na sa may dining area. Ang naiwan ay ako, si Fonso, si Mona, si Ross at Sabello. Nagtipon ang magkakapatid.

"Anong nangyayari?" I asked them.

"Beats me. Basta nanalo kami ni Mona sa pustahan." Sagot ni Sabello.

"Anong pustahan?"

"Tang ina ang bilis naman. Nagkabati kaagad sila bago ang Sabado." Naglapag si Ross ng pera sa palad ni Mon at Sabello, ganoon din si Fonso. Naguguluhan pa rin ako.

They all looked at me. "Congrats! Happy ending na kayo!" Sigaw pa ni Sabello sa akin.

Sa pagkakataong iyon ay naiwan na talaga ako. Kahit na hindi ko pa rin naiintindihan ang mga nagaganap ay sumunod na ako sa kanila sa dining area. Ang una kong nakita ay si Mama na inaasikaso si Lia. Lia is now smiling at my mother, her cheeks were flushed, si Papa naman ay tinawag ako at pinaupo sa tabi ni Lia.

Lia held my hand. She was all smiles, mukhang clueless rin siya but the fact that everyone seemed to be okay with us being here is enough to make us at ease too.

"Anong balak ninyo? Annulment ba muna o you'll stay married? We talked to Atlantan, she told us that was your plan..." Si Mama ang nagsabi.

"Uhmmm, Tita kasi... may mga contract pa—"

"Oh, inayos na iyon ng Papa ninyo. He bought those contracts walang maikakaso sa inyo. You know, Lia, Lemuel, hindi naman talaga kami nagagalit ng Papa ninyo, nagtatampo kasi hindi ninyo sinabi sa amin ang totoo, we had to find out sa media pa, tapos tinatawagan namin si Lemuel hindi naman siya sumasagot, so napaka – clueless namin. Mabuti at nandyan si Atlanta, she's always updating us. We just need to see that you two are strong enough to get through this and after hearing what Lemuel said, naisip nga namin na maayos na. We're sorry if napaiyak kita, Lia. I love you, and I think you're the best thing that ever happened to my son."

"Mama..." Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa kamay ni Lia.

"We'll talk about plans later..." Sabi ko na lang. "But, thanks Ma, Pa. I love you. We're really sorry."

"Mabuti naman at naayos na ang problema kay Lemuel..." Nakangiting sabi ni Uncle Paeng. "Magsikain na muna kayo at maya – maya ay aalis na kayo."

I looked at Lia again, I gave her a peck on her lips.

"Finally..." She mouthed.

I nodded. "Yes, Finally."