I looked at the sun which was a little bit covered with the leaves of the tree infront of me,it seemed like a spark as I kept looking at it nearly making me blind my eye,a book was placed on my chest and I was lying down on a cement chair completely ignoring the people that are passing by and giving me the "Is she crazy look", I had a very long hijab on me which was covering even my legs when I stand up,well I have my sleeping dress on even though it is long also,my legs were dirty because I didn't bath yap I don't feel like bathing today maybe I will in the night before I sleep and then I have my pair of slipper on the floor, I raised up the hardcover and slowly eyed it,seriously am not in the mood to study right now.

Actually I came to school today so that I can get to study because at home I tend to be so unserious,right now I need food because my stomach has been grumbling for the past one hour,am going to read for like two more hours and then go home but then what about food.I should probably stand up to go and but something to eat.

My phone started ringing and I turned to see my bag which was a few inches from me, I stood up and grabbed the bag then opened it and carried my phone.

Yaya?

Why is he calling me this afternoon?

I slide accept awaiting for the reason behind his call.

"Hello Hudaya,mama said that you are in school so am sure you must be hungry." Wait,when did yaya become this caring? "Yes am so hungry." I replied thrilled "So am near your school, I have bought your favorite doughnut for you and yes I have got masa also with your favorite drink which is lacasera and it is very cold I tell you, I have also got two cupcakes and then some chocolates which are your favorites." I let out a happy laugh and many people turned to look at me but do I even care? Nope I don't "Thank you so much Yaya." I said happily "Gosh I really owe you,so where are you?" He asked and I laughed before I replied "You did this because you love and care about your sister so much and yeah am at the back of the library." I replied and he hanged up the call after saying that he is coming.

The thing is am really intelligent,it is not like am gifted or anything but I read and understand then pass my exam,you cannot call me a very serious student but you cannot call me unserious also, I try as much as I could to concentrate in class because if I understand from the lecture then it won't be difficult for me to read but that doesn't mean that I don't sleep in class or make noise or chat, I do all of that but not all the time.

I saw Yaya parking his car and coming out with a leather and I went forward and waved my hand to him,he smiled and came forward "Oh it is now that you are acting like a real brother." I smiled punching him a little "Seriously you need to start respecting,who on earth punches her elder brother?" He asked and I raised my hand "Me." I replied laughing "But I was just joking around." I snatched the leather from him which made him roll his eyes and opened the leather,a very bright smile caressed my lips as I look up at him "Thank you." He smiled and shake his head "I will get going,I have to go somewhere,bye enjoy." He said winking as he stood up and I flashed him a smile as I waved him off.

I dug into my masa and finished it all,followed by cupcakes then doughnut then I flushed them down with my drink, I started eating my chocolates then as I felt very much refreshed and energetic. I can continue reading now, I continued reading and of course am enjoying it.

After like 30 minutes I was nearly done reading but then my stomach grumbled loudly and then it started paining me a little,I ignored it and continued reading blaming myself for eating everything at once but it kept intensifying then I realized that I really need to use the toilet and one thing about me is that I cannot use public toilets, I cannot use the school toilet because I really don't like the idea,after all infection is real!

I carried my bag forgetting about the fact that am nearly done, I carried my legs and walked fast so that I can get a napep and go home,it seemed like I want to pudge because as I walked it was as if it was going to come out that instant.

"Ya ilahi! Help my soul." Sweat was already trickling down my forehead as I reached the school gate and went out,I couldn't help but run to the road and again there was not napep at all.

After 10 minutes I got a napep and I know that if I ask him to take me home then am definitely pudging in his napep,so I asked him to take me to Du'as house since it is not far from our school.

We reached the house and I ran out without waiting for anything "Hajiya my money." The napep man shouted and I felt like bursting into tears as I opened my purse with shaking hands and gave him N500 then turn around "Your change." He shouted and I just gave him a sign with my hand that he should go with it,I ran inside the house without greeting their guardman who was smiling at me,I got inside the parlor without salam or anything and gosh I met Du'as mother with some people sitting as they converse "Ah Hudaya." She said smiling and I replied "Good afternoon." I didn't wait for her answer, I just ran upstairs to Du'as room and entered.

"Am going to pudge." I shouted as I opened the door "Hudaya." Du'a raised her head looking at me "You are going to pudge?" Du'as sister Badiya who happens to have a very loud voice asked and I nod my head as I remove my hijab then burst into the toilet.

Relief!

Okay there were many instances when people say you feel relieved but am telling you,their is no better relief apart from pudging,the way relief washed over me was definitely a very different kind of relief.

I went out holding my stomach as I let out heavy breath "God!" I said as I slumped on the bed "Baby, I will call you later." I turned around only to see Du'a smiling as she held her phone on her ear "I love you too,bye." One thing about the guy du'a is going to marry is that he is very clingy,they are always on a phone call,you will be gisting with Du'a but she is on a phone call with Muhammad,it used to annoy me but am used to it already and their's one Muhammad's friend who is my crush (wink),that was the main reason why I started shipping her with him from the beginning.

"So..." Du'a started and I rolled my eyes tiredly "Seriously, I have never been in such a tension in my life." I replied and Du'a laughed "That is pudging for you." She said sticking out her tongue childishly "Muhammad was like "Is that Hudaya?" My eyes dilated as I jumped to her side "You were on a call when I came in?" She nodded her head and looked at her sister who has an earpiece on "She made it more obvious,sorry." I slumped down as I closed my face letting out a little shout,if Muhammad knows something then my crush "Qasim" will also know so it is official that am done for!

"Hudaya." I heard Umma "Du'as mother" calling me "Yes." I answered and I slap Du'as lap "Escort me, I didn't even greet her properly." We scrambled to the parlor "Good afternoon Umma." I greeted again "What was wrong with you earlier?" She asked and I shook my head negatively "Nothing." I lied and she looked at Du'a "Umma she needs medecine for people that pudge actually." Innalillahi! Remind me to kill Du'a later,we heard a chuckle and our eyes shifted to the position,a very handsome guy was sitting there,well his head was ducked down but from the looks of it he is handsome "Lahaula." I close my mouth as I uttered those words and Umma laughed at us "Go to my room and get it for her." Can today get any more worse?

Am dead y'all!

We went back to the room and I kept beating my best-friend of a person "Am sorry I didn't know." I slumped on the bed "Embarrassment is going to kill me today,you said it in-front of that handsome guy." I emphasized and she let out a chuckle which made me feel like choking her to death but then I love the idiot.

"It is not like he knows you so you shouldn't worry about that,he is probably one of umma's friend's children,I have never seen him so am sure he is not coming back again,it is not like he have seen your face and you are probably never seeing him again,even though he is handsome but we have seen guys that are more handsome than him and als-." I closed her mouth tired of her rambling "Just keep quite." She mouthed a silent sorry and I rolled my eyes feeling new wave of embarrassment "He even chuckled! Am a lady Du'a so I have to worry,first my crush and now this handsome guy." I was seriously on the verge of tears,am sure y'all understand my situation.

Right?

After a few minutes Du'a tried to divert my mind from my earlier embarrassment and we started gisting "Well it was from you that I got to realize not all ex's are bad,seriously you never say anything bad about your ex." I smiled at her before I replied "He didn't do anything wrong." I defended him "He did,he left you." Yes he did,but it is his life "He had his reasons." I explained and she rolled her eyes.

"Love makes us do alot of stupid things." Du'a said as she shake her head in agreement laughing "of course,When I remember the things I did ba,it suprises me I swear,I jumped our fence just to meet him oo,now even if I am given millions I cannot jump our fence." Du'a laughed hard and I joined her "Remember how you guys have planned your wedding,you even told me that you are going to have 4 children,2 girls and 2 boys." We laughed together at that "We even gave them a name." I said laughing "I cannot even remember the names." Du'a seemed to be in deep thoughts before she finally shouted "Afra and Amra for the girls and then Areef and Arfat for the boys." Yes! Those were the names.

We laughed and kept talking about it which made me even run out of laugher.

I carried my phone and without thinking I typed:

Kabir H Abbas:I miss my ex.

To Mr Anonymous!

Yes, I miss my ex but why did I tell that guy?

A total stranger,an annoying stranger for that matter.I have done alot of things without thinking and this is the stupidest thing I have done,I entered to delete it but he have already viewed it and he is already typing,I quickly off my data making a mental note that I will not on it now.

Can today get any worse?

You know what? I need your help in:

Reminding me to deal with Yaya because am sure he have put something in the food he bought.

Such a brother!