waiting (edited)
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*vicky*
Surprise!!
This will be the last chapter of this story. I will post the epilogue , in next week...
Thanks a lot for reading and voting deceived marriage.
Today is the day, Soppy is coming back. I can't believe it's been two years. But every day, every hour and every minute I have missed her.
I have been waiting for her in the airport. Her plane has been delayed.
I just want to take her in my arms and never let her go.
These past two years have been a living nightmare for me. I wanted to go back to her, the minute I realised she left me. But before that I had to make the toughest decision of my life.
Now when I look back to that day, I realise there was no need to make any decision.
I loved Millie, true. But I was never in love with her. I loved the idea of loving some one.
When my parents abandoned me, I became heartless, but inside I was still that small child, who needed to be loved.
And when Millie started caring for me, I misunderstood the emotion of gratitude to love. When she left me, I felt like I lost that little hope of love, happiness . I thought my life will go back to darkness and make me heartless again.
But then my angel came to my life. She brought the light I needed. She loved me at the time when I didn't know the meaning of love.
She gave me my hope, gave me my life, gave me a purpose for my living. I wanted to chase her. But I knew we both needed some time and space.
I realised that the day soppy left me,
#two years ago#
Soppy did a great job, organising this charity. Every one congratulated me for having a wife like soppy,.
Her kindness, innocence and beauty attracted men, like magnets. She looked so gorgeous today. All I wanted was to go there and show these bastards that she is mine.
I wanted to claim her so bad. Heck! I am just two steps behind from making her mine.
Wish I was a werewolf , then I could give her a bite and mark her as my own. So that every other man will know she belongs to me.
These past days have been hell for me. I have never felt these strong feelings for any one. This possessiveness and jealousy is so suffocating. I am going mad. I never felt such strong feelings even for Millie.
I thought I was in love with her. But now I can see what love means. What I felt for her is nothing when compared to my feelings for soppy.
It was that moment that I decided, I needed her. And I was so going to make that happen. With that very intention I went near her. I didn't hide my emotions, I conveyed my love, my feelings through my eyes.
And I was shocked to see she had the same expression on her face. I could see the love, gratitude, kindness, which she held.
All I wanted was to kiss her senseless. To make her mine. To have my wicked way with her. But I knew that was not what she needed. She needs someone to woo her. And I will be that someone.
But the desire to kiss her was so over whelming. It was taking all my control.
Before our lips touch, someone interrupted us. I so wanted to beat that person to pulp. But when I looked up and saw it was Millie, I couldn't breathe, all the memories of her rushed to me. Making me loose my hold on my angel.
I felt shock, happiness, calm and gratitude . I was surprised I didn't feel any love or lust towards her. And I knew that's all because I now know what true love is.
But before I could say anything , I felt the touch of lips, gentle and soft. First I thought it was soppy and I kissed back. But when I didn't feel those tingles, desire and pleasure which always made my toes curl.
I realised that these lips doesn't belong to my angel. I was so disgusted by my self, I pushed Millie away from me, she stumbled back.
"Melanie, you shouldn't have kissed me!!"
"What! But Vicky Poky you kissed me back! And I am your girl friend!!"
Now when i really looked at her, I could see , she has changed. No more a sweet innocent girl . The girl in front of me is very confident, strong, more beautiful but the warmth and the innocence which made me fall for her was missing.
By looking at her attire, any one can say that she must be a model.
"Vicky, baby I am so sorry, it was never my intention to betray you. At that moment I needed money to save my family.
True I didn't love you at the begining but later I started falling for you. Your mother gave me no choice and I had to leave you.
But I know you still love me and that's why you never got involved with other girls."
Her words brought the memories of the time when my mom told me what exactly happened on the day of my wedding. After knowing the truth I was so hurt with Melanie's betrayal I started hating her.
But it was sofie who reminded me why Millie had to do that. I guess I can understand. Even though what she did was very wrong, I loved her enough to forgive her. But not enough to accept her again.
"Melaine, I am sorry you still love me. What you did was very wrong. But I forgive you for that. I guess I can understand why you did that. But I can't forget that.
Trust is a strong emotion, once it is broken you can't replace it.
And you broke my trust.
As for me not getting involved with any girl in your absence, then you are wrong. Because now I am a very happily married husband to my wife. "
She was shocked to hear this. Disbelief crossed over her. I saw a glimpse of hurt and sadness but that was replaced by anger, jealousy and possessiveness.
"No !! You are lying! You have to be lying!! You can't move on simply like that. You still love me.
Look at me Vicky, I have changed now, I am confident, more beautiful, strong and I can stand next to you.
I am what you need in a wife. I am sure no one can be compared to me.
Tell me who is that girl who dare to steal you from me? I will destroy her..."
At first I felt sad and pity for her. But when she started speaking wrong about my Sofie , I felt rage build inside me, I wanted to destroy something. No one can speak ill about my soppy and get away with it.
Melanie might have seen the change in me. Might have seen my darkened expression, she took few steps away from me and looked scared.
But this felt good to me.
"Don't speak even a single word against my Sofie.
Yes you have changed, but your change is for the worst.
You are not what I need, I need Sofie my darling wife, who is not only strong and has self respect, but also a very kind heart, brave and an amazing woman.
Listen Millie, we aren't meant to be. Honestly I'm glad that you left me, if not for you I would have never met the woman I'm in love with now.
You think you love me, but you don't. Tell me Millie, be honest with me, were you ever involved with a guy after you left me?"
"Yes!! But i was drunk and lonely......"
"No Millie, don't blame the situation, if you had loved me like you think, you wouldn't have slept with any guy, no matter what the circumstances were. "
I saw a glimpse of old Millie, tears were streaming down and spoiling her makeup. I didn't feel the urge to console her.
"The girl you love is it by any chance Sofia Sharma? Who convinced me to come back and meet you?"
"What are you talking about?"
"You know , I met her in Mumbai. She was the one who approached me, and asked me to come and meet you. Said that you still love me."
I didn't reply for that. That means all this time , when I was fighting with my self for falling in love with her, she thought I still love Melanie.
Oh my!! I should go and tell her that I love her not Millie. I am sure she will accept me. I know even she loves me like I love her.
Millie looked at my silence, smiled at me and left.
But I was late. By the time I started my hunt for Sofie, she was already on the plane. I was so shocked and heart broken to know that my Sofie had left me.
The pain of her leaving me was thousand times worse than what I suffered with Millie.
I felt so terrible. I stopped living my life. All the time I lived in remorse, self pity, anger and sadness.
She took a part of my soul, happiness away from me. Again my life was in darkness.
But after 6 months of self pity , one day I got up early promised to myself that some day I will make our deceived marriage a real marriage.
Since that day I started to plan our future.
#present time#
So now here I am sitting and waiting for the love of my life to come back.....
_rebel ridz
Finally!! This is the longest chapter I have written. Lemme know what you think of this.
Yes! Story has finally come to end.
Next chap will be an epilogue.
I am so happy with all my readers . Thanks a lot for making this journey so special.
Oh waiting for the feed back.
And thank you guys for messaging and inspiring me to write this chapter .
Love ya'll
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