Hurt/Comfort

Logan sighed and looked up at the stars, he couldn't fathom why he felt the way he did, towards Deceit no less. The one side who impersonated him, and didn't seem to care that he had. Even after they'd found out it was Deceit, no one even cared to summon him until he would be 'useful'. It kind of sucked in a way, they didn't think he was useful, so he was forced to sit to the side and suffer alone.

The stars seemed to be his only friends and he hated how alone he felt. They were at least all up there, the firey balls of gas in the sky with billions of others, all close together but not close enough. Kind of how Logan felt.

He was so lost in thought he hadn't felt the few tears slip down his cheeks, or hear the footsteps of the lying side climb up the hill. He wasn't worth their time or attention, he was better off just staying out of the way.

"I can feel the crap you're thinking from here." Deceit spoke up, sitting next to Logan.

Logan hadn't spoken to anyone since the last video, clearly, his facts weren't important, and even when he was around, no one listened to him, so he just shut up.

"It's not true, you know."

Logan could feel the gaze on him, and he sighed, sitting up and looking at Deceit. He raised his eyebrows, waiting for him to continue.

"Whatever you're thinking, they're all lies. You are important, you're listened to, and you're needed. They miss you..."

"And you?" Logan finally spoke up, meeting the gaze of his boyfriend.

"I miss you most. I miss my nerd. Because it's not like I am your boyfriend, or that I love you." Deceit leaned closer to him.

"Then why didn't anyone care to summon me?"

"It's not that no one cared, it's that we had roles to play and mine... Mine was to make sure they didn't want you around."

"I get that, but why?"

"Because, we all have things to do, and you overpower so many of us, it's hard to keep up sometimes."

"But you pushed me away." He whispered. "No one wanted to listen anyway."

"That's not true."

"Yes, it is! Deceit, you know it is. You're the master of lies, you should know that I am not listened to, I'm pushed away, and it doesn't matter what is said, I'm not important!"

"Yes, you are! You are so important, I don't know where I'd be if it weren't for you. You keep me in line, you're so smart and we all love you. I love you so much, I don't know how you can even doubt that! I have never been anything but honest or sarcastic with you. And when I'm sarcastic, you know I'm being sarcastic! Logan, I love you. Please stop convincing yourself otherwise."

"I can't."

"Let me prove it to you. Let me show you how much I really care, and how much I love you."

Logan shrugged, turning away from Deceit, ignoring the hand on his arm, trying to get him to stay focused on him.

"Let me."

"Fine..."

Deceit turned Logan's head back to face him and softly connected their lips. The kiss wasn't rushed or really anything important, but it spoke more than anything either of them could say.

At that moment, Logan understood how much he'd impacted Deceit, and how much he really meant to him. He realised how stupid and selfish he'd been, and how much he'd missed being around his boyfriend.

He wrapped his arms around Deceit's shoulders, pulling them closer. He rested his hand on the back of his neck, as Deceit's hands rest on his waist.

It wasn't long until Logan's glasses had been taken off and he was in Deceit's lap, his legs around De's waist, needing to be close to his boyfriend.

They parted slightly, breaths fanning over one another's lips and Logan smiled. A small genuine smile and Deceit knew he'd gotten through to his nerd.

"I will never get tired of that." He breathed out, pecking his lips.

Deceit just smiled and kept their lips pressed together, not ready to let his boyfriend go just yet. They stayed that way for a while before Deceit pulled back just enough to mumble a sarcastic "I hate you so much." Before Logan pressed their lips back together.

Maybe he wasn't the best at understanding the way other's felt, but he definitely understood how Deceit felt, and he couldn't be more in love if he tried.

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