I'm hella nervous. I've never been so nervous for a competition before. I know that if I stay nervous I'll mess it up. I'm so tired and I'm sick and my stomach is not agreeing with a little of diner I ate. I'm low in energy because my medicine prevents me from eating even though I need to take it or else I can't maintain my focus. Ugh. I wish my ADHD would go die in a fricking hole.