So... Band camp is great. We did the opener and ballad.

But right now I'm sorta maybe not be having a slight issue with my mind and love and shiz.

So... As I've said before I've had a crush on this guy since fourth grade. We will call him Kline because why not.

So I've been really torn. Let year I said I liked him technically to his face technically not  and he rejected me. I've gotten over it but my mind hasn't. I want to move on but my mind isn't letting me.

He is so damn cute it's annoying and it makes me want to kind of just scream. Like he doesn't even have to try either. I wish my mind would just move on. I really don't want to be in another relation ship until my sophomore year at least.

It's just life issues. I mean hell I can't even bring my self to say "Hi" or get to know him. I mean he is shy, cute, a great musician, funny and his laugh is just... Ugh. I don't know. It's so hard because in marching band almost all of my sets in movement two have me looking in his direction and it's so awkward.

.-. I don't know what to do.