I wanted to stay a little bit for myself today.

No Ryan, no tsuki, no Ryan, no neighbours, no Ryan, no forests, no Ryan.

And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get the honey eyed boy out of my head. Every thought was connected with him somehow. I never felt something like this, but I had to get through this. It can't be possible to just think of one fucking person.

Deep in myself I hoped he thought the same. Maybe he was right now sitting in his classroom, thinking about how much more interesting class would be with my presence by his side. But he said something, that kinda hurt. I don't even know why, maybe I am to sensitive. He didn't mean it like that, but murder is a hard topic for me, especially when I don't even know who my murderer is.

I sighed and sat down on the bench in front of Ryan's house.

Yeah, that's right, I walked here eventhough I wanted him not to drive around my mind.

What did this boy do to me?

I lifted my head and watched Mr. Hollow coming out of his house with a brown metal bag in his hand. What's in there? He made his way into the Forest and his pale, nearly dead and lifeless facade disapeard in the dark and mysterious ocean of trees.

I gulped and laid my eyes on something else.
It was the girl with her dog, I think rugby was his name, walking down the street. The dog made eye contact with me and started to hiss at me, but this time the girl was stronger and pulled him with her.

I'm not a good runner, the dog would definitely win, so I sighed out in relieve when the aggressive dog was gone.

I looked at my watch and furrowed my eye brows.

Ryan should have been home for about an hour.

Panic began to rise in me and adrenaline made it's way to my feed. Before even thinking I ran to his school as fast as I could.

I had a bad feeling about this, that's what I knew for sure.

Something was wrong.

When I arrived at the school, out of breath of course, I realised the few students standing in front of the building. It wasn't the huge crowd like yesterday.

I stepped inside the building, when someone held the door open and made my way to Ryan's classroom, that's when I realised, I don't even know what his last class was, so I sighed and wanted to go back, seeing the door closed. Right after that the light went out and I stood in fully darkness in a school building.

"Fuck!", I yelled.

That probably meant I had to stay the night here, till the doors will be opened tomorrow.

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This chapter is a little bit boring, but the next ones are getting better, believe me I have something planned ;)

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