(A/N): This oneshot is a bit random/weird and kinda sad. And I didn't even know what I was doing with the title! DX

L's Pov

Why is this happening...?

What did (Y/N) do to deserve this...?
What did I do to deserve this...?

The situation did not plan out the way I expected it to. (Y/N) and I were on an undercover mission to catch a murderer last night.
When we eventually found him and his gang...it was too late...
They knew that (Y/N) and I were investigators and came after us. I did my best to stop them and make sure (Y/N) was safe, but nothing seemed to go to plan.

They saw through all my predictions...
They were almost as clever as Kira...

One of the men were able to graze (Y/N)'s leg with a bullet and a woman managed to graze my arm with a knife.
Because of this, they managed to trap (Y/N) and I in this dark room.

I failed again...
I couldn't protect (Y/N)...and I couldn't catch a bunch of criminals...

What can I do, honestly...?
I can't believe I let this happen...

I look up to see (Y/N) across from me. She was sitting down on the floor with her legs crossed, looking at the ground. Her (H/C) hair covering her face.
I couldn't tell how she was feeling. But the chances are, she's probably terrified!
Her wrists were chained up and the chains were attached to the wall behind her, so she couldn't move forward.

I was also tied up like (Y/N). I was unable to move my arms.

It had been silent for the whole day. Neither of us had said anything and neither of us had moved either.

It was then I tried to break the silence...

"(Y/N)? Are you okay? I know this is hard for you but-"

"Is that supposed to be funny?" She cut me off. "Of course I'm not gonna be okay after being nearly killed and thrown into this hell home where I can't even move freely, with no food or water."

"I understand..." I reply. "I'm sorry I let this happen...This is all my fault..."

I look down to the ground in shame.

"Yes...yes it is..." (Y/N) said quietly.

I look up to her in surprise at her comment. She then looks up to me with anger spread all over her face.

"How the hell could you let you let this happen to us?! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THE WORLD'S GREATEST DETECTIVE!! I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMART! YOU NEARLY GOT US KILLED!! YOU'RE USELESS!!"

(Y/N) yelled straight at me and tried to lunge at me, but the chains pull her back. She then looks to the ground, huffing and puffing. I also notice tears falling from her face.

I was quite frightened by (Y/N)'s words. This isn't like her at all. She's never said anything like this to me before! She...She loves me...!

I notice my hands start to shake slightly as I try to pull myself together.

"(Y/N)...I really am sorry..."

"Yeah, well sorry ain't gonna do anything!" She snapped back, still looking at the ground.

I reach my hand out to (Y/N), even though it was pointless. She was too far away to reach it, and she doesn't seem to care anymore so she didn't even try to reach for it. This really has gotten to her.

I feel my body start to shake as I feel my eyes get watery. I couldn't believe (Y/N) was acting like this.
The beautiful, young, polite and enthusiastic girl I know and love...what happened to her...?

It was me...I did this to her...
I let her suffer like this...

It was at that moment, the door to the room swung open and one of the members of the gang walked in. He was carrying a whip.
He walked over to (Y/N) and pulled her to her feet.
He better not...

"Hello there Miss (L/N)" the man said to her.

"It's (Y/N)!" She snapped, gritting her teeth at him.

"Goodness. There's no need to snap like that" the man said. "I only came for one thing."

"And what might that be?!" I shout, causing his and (Y/N)'s attention to be drawn to me.

The man smirked and turned to me.

"Mr L. You do love this women, don't you?" He asks, cupping (Y/N)'s cheek making me growl as my eyes narrow at him.

"And what if I do?" I replied, earning a chuckle from the man.

"Let's watch her suffer together!"

Both mine and (Y/N)'s eyes widened.

The man then turned back to (Y/N) and started whipping her.

"NO! STOP!" I try to leapt at that man and stop him, but the chains kept pulling me back.

All I could do was watch the one I love be tortured by this horrible person...!

I could hear the man laugh as (Y/N) started to scream and cry for help.
Her nose and lips were now bleeding and her face was covered in bruises.

"Now, for the main event!" The man said.

He started to unbutton (Y/N)'s shirt...

"Wh-What the hell are you doing?!" (Y/N) yelled as he took of her shirt and went to unclip her bra.

"Don't worry! It'll be over soon" the man said as he started whipping (Y/N)'s beautiful body.

"STOP IT!" I yell. "STOP IT!"

I soon feel tears start running down my cheeks. It was unprofessional, but what was I to do at this moment?!

"LEAVE HER ALONE!!" I yell.

The man turned to me and started laughing.

"HAHAHAHA!!! TAKE A GOOD LOOK L!! LET'S MAKE YOU SUFFER JUST AS MUCH AS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO OTHER PEOPLE!! MISA AMANE FOR EXAMPLE! YOU'RE GETTING WHAT YOU DESERVE!!"

"YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE IT OUT ON (Y/N)! YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO ME!! BUT PLEASE! JUST LEAVE (Y/N) ALONE!!" I yell. I was starting to go completely into panic mode. I couldn't stop the tears from falling down my face.

"Aww. But I already started my work on (Y/N). I can't just stop without finishing first!"
He then turned back to (Y/N) who was almost completely lifeless.
Her beautiful, sparkly eyes had turned dull and lost their sparkles.
Blood was dripping from (Y/N)'s nose, lips, arms and stomach and bruises covered her whole body.

"Almost done" the man laughed, grabbing a hold of (Y/N)'s jeans.

"NO! DON'T!" I yell. "COME ON (Y/N)! YOU HAVE TO FIGHT IT! KICK HIM! DO SOMETHING!"

(Y/N) didn't move. She remained still, looking at the ground. It was like she had accepted her torture and let him get on with it.

"Good girl" the man smirked as he pulled her jeans down and brought her panties down with them.

How could I let this happen...?! Why...?!

I continue to watch in horror as the man continued to attack (Y/N) with the whip. My eyes were extremely sore and I couldn't do anything about any of this..!

I, myself, started to accept it.
There was nothing I could do...

"Please...Stop it...Stop it..." I say quietly.

"Finally grown to accept it huh?" The man said. He then leaned towards (Y/N) and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"How dare you..." I whisper.
"YOU BASTARD!!"

~

"NOOOOOO!!!"

I shoot up into a sitting position and I take in my surroundings.

I was in...our bedroom...?

"It was all just a nightmare? What the fuck?! How could I even think something like that?" I say quietly, trying to catch my breath.

I was shaking and I felt that my cheeks were wet with tears. I put a hand to my cheek.

"It felt so real...What did it mean...?" I ask myself.

Thank goodness it wasn't real though.
I don't know what I would have done if that really happened to (Y/N).

Speaking of (Y/N), I turn my head to see if she was okay.

She wasn't in bed...

"Wait...Don't tell me (Y/N) really is in danger...!" I say to myself.

I quickly jump out of bed and sprint down the stairs in search for (Y/N).

I reach the living room.

"(Y/N)?!" I shout.

No response...

I rush to the kitchen.

"(Y/N)?!"

Nothing...

'She must be in the bathroom!' I thought as I feel myself start to panic like in my nightmare.

I rush to the bathroom and knock the door before entering.

She wasn't there...

"Where is she...?" I whisper.

Has she left me...? Has she been kidnapped and tortured...?

I then begin to break down. I fall to my hands and knees on the floor and start sobbing.

"Where are you (Y/N)? Is my nightmare coming true...?"

I then hear the door to the house unlock and swing open.

"Wh-Who's there?!" I shout.
"You better show your face!!"

"What the hell Lawliet?! It's me!"

(Y/N) walked through the door, a look of concern on her face.

"(Y-Y/N)...?"

"Are you okay?" (Y/N) dropped her bags and walked over to me.

I sprint over to (Y/N) and hug her as tight as I could! Almost crushing her to death!

"Whoa...! Lawliet...! What's happened? What's wrong...?!" (Y/N) asked, surprised from my sudden hug.

I start sobbing into (Y/N)'s shirt.

"H-Hey! It's okay!" (Y/N) tightly hugged me back. "Just tell me what's wrong!"

I broke the hug and took a hold of (Y/N)'s hands.

"I-I had a nightmare...Y-You were being tortured right i-in front of me...And I couldn't do anything to stop it...!"

I manage to blurt out before covering my eyes and start crying again.

(Y/N)'s Pov

'What the hell? I've never seen L break down like this at all! He must be terrified!'

"When I woke up...you weren't there next to me...I...I thought my nightmare was actually happening...!
I thought I had lost you (Y/N)...!" L whimpered.

My eyes widen as I feel tears coming.

"I'm sorry...this is unprofessional..." L says, turning away from me.

I act quickly by grabbing his wrist and bringing him into another tight hug.

"Don't be sorry. It's okay. Everyone has nightmares. That's a part of human nature!" I say.

He was shaking really badly. He must've had a complete meltdown!

"I should be the one saying sorry. I told you yesterday that I was staying at my sister's house that day. I should have called you and checked to see if you were okay! But I was too caught up with my sister" I say as I feel tears fall down my cheeks too.

"It's not your fault..." L whispered. "I'm just so so glad that it was all just in my head and you're okay."

I break the hug and cup his cheeks with both my hands, wiping his tears away with my thumbs.

"This is the reason why I don't sleep much. I get nightmares like this..." L said again.

"I understand...I promise I'll never leave you on your own like that again" I say as I press my lips against his.

L instantly melted into the kiss, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me as close as possible.

"I'll make it up to you by spending the whole day with you, doing anything you want!" I say as I break away.

"Thank you (Y/N)...Sorry for scaring you earlier...I just...don't know what I'd do without you...you mean everything to me..." L says.

"I understand" I say. "And I can say the same about you."

I gently take L's hand and lead him to the kitchen.

"Wanna bake a cake with me?" I ask.

I see L's face light up a little as he gives me a warm smile.

"Sounds good to me."

(A/N): Yeah, this one is quite long. Let me know what you think.