Moon's Point of View

I was so mad at Ivan. Why would he do this to me? Ivan gave me a frickin hickey. While I'm in the bathroom looking at the hickey. Ivan is still sleeping on my bed hugging my pillow. He should be glad that I didn't beat his ass. I want to hide it but knowing Ivan, he might put more. I don't even know what we are. I know about girlfriend and all that but I don't know if we are girlfriend and boyfriend. It's just too confusing. From the room, I heard sheets being moved around. I didn't pay not one bit if my attention to it. I heard footsteps from the bed to the bathroom. Ivan came up to the doorway and lean against it.

"What are you doing?" He asked. I glared at him and walked out of the bathroom. I walked to the center of the room and sure enough, Ivan had followed me. Ivan tried to hug me but before he could I hit the back of his knees. He didn't fall like I was hoping but he did lose his balance. He grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled me to him. Once he regained his balance he smiled at me. I glared at him again. His hands were wrapped around my waist with my hand on his chest. Ivan is always shirtless whenever we are at the house, don't ask me why. I tried to push him away but he just held me tighter. 

"Let me go," I said and tried to push him away again.

"No." He said.

"I have something against you," I said and smirked at him.

"What is that?" He asked.

"You hugging my pillow like your life depends on it," I said.

"Well, would you want it to be you or the pillow? I could squeeze you to death right now if you like." He said holding me tighter.

"The pillow." I squeak out.

"Good answer, and you will never have anything against me." He said.

"Your ego is way too big and let's see if I can hear that down," I said.

"Do you know how to dance?" He asked, ignoring what I said.

"No, and I don't want to know," I said.

"I'm going to teach you a simple dance and you are going to learn it with no buts or ands." He said and started to move around in a circle. He slowly got faster and faster till we at a normal pace.

"See you are doing it, it's just that our hands our in the wrong places." He said.

"Ok." Was all I said cause I honestly don't know what to say. This is all new to me.

"Put your hands around my neck." He said. I glared at him.

"You better not make this into a make-out session cause if it is I will beat your ass," I said and glared at him again.

"Don't worry I won't unless you want me to?" He said.

"No," I said and glared at him. I keep glaring at Ivan today. I wonder how many times did I glare at him? 

"I can teach other dances but for now I will only teach you this one." He said. We slowed down and came to a stop. He let go of me finally and I pulled my hands away from his neck. I suddenly felt tired, dunno why though. Maybe cause I couldn't sleep last night. I yawned and walked over to my bed. I sat down so my legs would be hanging off the bed. I laid back so I was on my back with my legs dangling off the bed. I felt my eyelids starting to get heavy. Next thing I know I was asleep again.

I woke up from my very long nap. It felt good. I sat up and noticed that I was still in the same position as before. I looked around the room and saw the boxes labeled 'clothes' were opened and the clothes were messed up and all over the floor. At least I keep the floor clean so the clothes should be clean too. I look over at Ivan's bed and saw another box with 3/4 of the clothes all over his bed opened up. I didn't see Ivan in the room but I heard the shower running. I got off my bed and started to pick up the clothes off the floor. I started to refold the clothes and put them away. I heard the bathroom door open and footsteps heading my way. I didn't even turn around to see that it was Ivan. I finish one box, four more to go. 

"Good afternoon sleeping beauty." He said.

I picked up more clothes and started fixing them not even listen to what Ivan is saying. 

"Hey, are you mad at me?" He asked. I just ignored him. Ivan grabbed the clothes out of my hands and dropped them into the box. He then grabbed my arms and pulled me up to my feet. He turned me around too fast making me a little dizzy. He pushes towards the bathroom almost making me fall.

"Ivan what the hell-." I started to say but he interrupted me.

"Go take a shower." Was he said and pushed me into the bathroom and closing the door. I was mad that Ivan had the nerve to tell what to do but I do understand that I might stink. I strip off my clothes and turn on the shower. I jumped into the shower. Once I was done I wrapped the towel around then I notice I didn't have any clothes with me. I opened the door a little bit.

"Ivan, can you hand me some clothes?" I asked me through the doors opening.

"Sure." He said. I heard some things being moved around. Ivan put his hand by the doors opening with some clothes in his hand. I grab the clothes and close the door. I put on my undergarments and opened up the piece of cloth. I immediately regret Ivan picking out my clothes. It was a one-piece outfit. It had long sleeves the collar was a turtleneck. It was cut openings on my elbows, hips, inside my thighs and outside my thighs. It had neon green stripes going around the body.

It had a zipper in the back so you could put it on. Not wanting to go out there in just a towel, I put the clothes on. I was barely able to zip up the outfit. Once I got it close I opened the bathroom door. Ivan had fixed four of the boxes and he was fixing the fifth one that was on his bed. If Ivan was looking at me when I got out of the bathroom he would have known that I was angry. 

"Ivan," I said.

"What?" He said and turned around. 

"Why did you give me these clothes?" I asked angrily.

"Cause I wanted you to." He said which smirking. That was his answer. I was angry beyond belief. 

"I'm going to change and you don't always get what you want, you know," I said and started walking towards the other boxes of clothes. When I was halfway there I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist and pulled me back till my back met his chest. I looked up to see Ivan's face with a smile on it. 

"You do not change out of that." He said and lifted me up. I started kicking the air as he brought me over to the bed. He dropped me on the bed. I looked up at him and crossed my arms.

"Why do I have to listen to you?" I said. 

"Well, one you have to, two you can pull this outfit off and three you look sexy wearing it." He said. While he was talking, he pushed me onto the bed and hovered over me. I pushed him off of me and stood up again. He grabbed me and pulled me to him.

"Ok for one I can pull off any outfit, two I'm always sexy, and three you can't force me to wear this," I said and glared at him again. I push him away and laid down on my bed. The outfit was surprisingly comfortable, it was a little tight but it was fine. 

"Fix the rest of the boxes," I demanded. I heard him sigh and walking back over to his bed. I guess I zoned out cause I was startled when Ivan dropped the box on top of the other boxes making a bang sound. He laid down next to me.

"Tomorrow we will be going back out there. It is slowly starting to get boring." I said.

"Alright." Was all he said. He grabbed me and pulled me. I was top with my legs on each side of his body. He put his hand around my waist and my hands were on his chest. Ivan for some reason must always have me in his arm from now on and I just stopped trying to get out of them. He kissed me out of nowhere and I ended up kissing him back. I pulled away. I wanted to ask what are we? Are we girlfriend and boyfriend? I guess I was so deep in thought that I didn't hear Ivan calling my name.

"Faith." He said. 

"What?" I asked. 

"What are you thinking about?" He asked. I didn't say anything for a little bit cause I was debating whether or not to ask him. 

"What are we?" I whispered and looked away. I guess he didn't hear me.

"What?" He said. This was so embarrassing for me for some reason.

"Relationship." Was all I said but it was loud enough for him to hear. It took him a minute to figure out what I mean. Once he did, he broke out into a big smile. 

"Well, I guess we are together." He said and hold me close to him.

"I get to call you to mine now." He said.

"Um, well *sigh* just to let you know I don't know anything about this. I will try my best but I just don't want to regret what I'm doing. Before coming here I felt great amounts of emotional, mental, and physical pain and I just don't want to do it again. I was kind of glad I was put into this game so I won't feel the pain anymore." I said. During the middle of my talking, I started to cry. Ivan wiped away some of my tears.

"You're going to feel pain throughout your whole life. There is nothing you can do about it but you can deal with it on your own or you can have someone help you. It will be easier to have someone help so you won't have to carry everything on your shoulders. They can help you deal with the pain and can make you become stronger so when you feel pain again you can handle that pain. I'm here and I'm willing to help you." He said. 

What he said brought a smile to my face. What he said made me fall even more in love with him.

"Thank you," I said. I believed that saying thank you wasn't enough so I grabbed his face and kissed him. He was shocked at first but kissed me back. I pulled away and laid my head on his chest.

"Get a book from under the bed," I commanded him to do.

"Fine." He said and let me get off of him. He reached from under the bed and grabbed two books. He fixed the pillows leaned against them. I fixed myself in between his legs and leaned my back against him. He handed me a book. I opened my book and started reading.

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