NICO P.O.V

I looked over to were Leo was laying down. I got up from the bed and looked again at Leo.

nothing...

Was he pretending to be asleep? i shook him a bit.

Nothing...

I shook him harder this time. I got my hand smacked. HE SMACKED MY FRICKING HAND IN HIS SLEEP!! I was about to smack him when i thought that that was just a normal thing he does. So i let it go.

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It has been at least three hours since Leo has been sleeping. is this something he does when he goes to a friends house? Is this what all the hot guys like him do? wait...

IM FUCKING STRAIGHT FOR HADES MOTHERFUCKING SAKE

i opened my laptop for the fifth time this hour. I checked my tumblr and email. It was basically the same, i dont even know why I even check but i do anyways. If people want to judge me for that well they can go and choke on their own stupid comment. Yet it always would get to me.

idiot.

i would fail one test. Idiot your so stupid. Your stupider then a cow. My 2 year old brother is smarter then you. You cant think properly, you need help.

Gay

My secert was out.Ew dont go near him hes gay. Becareful you will catch the disease. Go die in a hole, with the rest of your spieces! YOUR GAY?! That isnt normal, well then again you arent normal at all!

Kill your self

Die

No one will love you.

No one loves you.

The sight of you makes me want to kill my own self.

Your mother died because she couldnt handle being a mother of someone who is like you.

My mother... She and Bianca are the only ones who love me. I hope. I hadnt realized that I had started to cry and that i was sobbing on the floor. I heard movements on the bed and creeks. Soon I felt warm hands go around my waist pulling me closer to them. I felt safe even if I didnt know who they were I felt fucking safe being in their arms. I cried more into their chest. I could tell it was a boy. They started to stroke my hair gently, telling me everything is okay. I couldnt make out to who the voice belonged to.

I started to fall asleep. I didnt want to, not knowing who was comforting me,but their arms were so warm it felt like i was curled up in a blanket. I started to wonder were Bianca was. She doesnt care... No one cares about me. They all just feel pitty for you. They feel so sorry for you it hurts.

I started to cry harder. The voices started talking again in my head. They were all repeating the same cruel words they always had. Worthless. Fag. Retard. Gay loser. Freak. Mental. Over and over. then my memories would just flod in. My mother, blood, the kids at school beating me up, and then the feeling that no one cares about you. They are all just acting. They just all wish you were burried alive and died slowly.

I felt myself run out of tears and getting tried. I slowly stopped crying. I curled up on the persons lap still no knowing who it was. I driffed into a deep sleep. But right after i closed my eyes, i finally figured out who the person was. And that person was none other than Leo.

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