Killua P.O.V

"G-Gon~Ah!" I moan out as my back arches and my legs tremble, my body twitching as I reach my orgasm, Gon grunting out my name as he cums as well looking deeply into my eyes, my cheeks already flushed due to the hot sex, but I blush nonetheless. Gon smiles at me as he captures my lips for a kiss.

We both now lay panting, I turn to look at him. "You know I was worried for quite some time when you avoided all of my calls." Gon avoids all eye contact with me. I scrunch my face in confusion. "Gon?" Faster then I can register he unwraps himself from me, no words. He begins to place his garments back on. No eye contact. "Gon?" Nothing. He makes his way for my bedroom door. "G-Gon!?" My voice cracking as my heart beat has sped up a tenfold, It feels like my heart is in my throat.

"This is over. Don't ever call me again or come to the castle." He states, his voice cold, distant. He looks at me then, his eyes hold no emotion. "I am done with you." My heart shatters and my vision is blurry with tears.

"W-What do you mean?" I whisper, my hands trembling, swallowing hurts. Everything hurts.

"God Killua you're not fucking stupid. Are you? I mean it's over." I stand then and March right up to him, my eyes blazing with anger and hurt, my tears making themselves known. "And when did you decide this huh? Explain it to me so my stupid ass can comprehend?" Gon sighs aggressively as if talking to me tires him out entirely.

"A week ago." He simply states. I scoff and shake my head, laughing dryly. I meet his cold eyes, his eyes that used to hold love for me. "And what you thought you would get some ass before you leave me like I am nothing?" My voice surprisingly steady. "Yes. And you are nothing, a commoner, this was never going to last." Is Gon's answer and my hand reacts faster then my brain as I slap him across the face. "Fuck you! You said you loved me!? Was that all a lie?" I shout. Gon pushes me back.

"How could I love you?" He asks, then gives me a smirk, a smirk I once found sexy. But now I am disgusted, my heart feels like it's been squeezed, I don't even recognize him. "You were a good fuck though." I take a stumbled step back. I told Gon how every man who ever played me said those exact words to me, on the first night we made love. Or I thought we did.

"Breathtaking as always Killua." Gon smiles. I bow my head as I blush. "Thank you Prince." Gon waves me off chuckling. "How many times must I tell you to call me Gon?" I open my mouth to respond, but Gon grabs my wrist and drags me away. Next thing I know I am standing infront of my place. I dont even remember providing directions, but I know I did. He leans in for a kiss, I take a hurried step backwards. "D-Don't do something you will regret."

Gon cups my cheeks. "I would never regret this, I love you Killua, I am not sure how many times you need to hear me say it for you to believe me." He whispers, I shake my head, my hands trembling. "N-No! That's what you all say. Then when you done with me. I am simply a good fuck, I will not hear those words again Prince Gon, never again." Gon simply smiles as he kisses my forehead. His thumbs gently caressing my cheeks. "I assure you, I will never say those words to you, you mean more to me than my legacy, you have gotten me to fall for you, with just your words and smiles and rare laughs. Give me a chance." My eyes flicker to each of his, as I gulp, our eyes seeming to say everything as his hold mine captivated. I don't answer with words, but an action as I press my lips against his.

"J-Just go." I whisper as I slide down onto the floor, my head between my knees as I sob, my nails dig into my legs as I hear the door close. How could I let this happen once more? How could I be such an idiot?

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{2 years later}

Gon P.O.V

I gulp down my Scotch as I glare at my aunt. "So first you squander my only chance of happiness and now you decide to pawn me onto some suitor?" My voice sharp. My aunt simply rolls her eyes at me. "You're not still speaking of that whore are you?" I smash my glass against the floor.

"Don't you fucking dare speak of him in that manner!" My voice steady, seeming calm, but the rage was more than clear. My aunt once again rolls her eyes. "Fine strumpet." I grit my teeth as she smirks at me. "You and I both know strumpet is just a pretty word for whore. Leave me be Mito." I growl out. Mito storms up to me.

"You will listen to your parents and I Gon. We will not stand for this. You meet your future husband tomorrow. Now go get ready for dinner." I walk past her, marching to my chambers. Once I get there I scream and start breaking shit.

"Gon what's this I hear with you having relations with that entertainer!?" My father yells. I hold my face strong as I meet his eyes, then my mother's and Aunts. "I suppose your hearing is excellent then." I comment before taking a sip of my wine. My father slams his hand down on the table as he points a finger at me. His eyes raging. "You listen to me boy, you will cut all ties with him this instant."

I stand. "No, I will not Father, I love him." My voice stern. My mother breaks into a fit of laughter. My father seeming just as confused as me. She wipes a tear from the corner of her eye. "For heavens sake, I forgot what a great sense of humour you have son, you may leave dinner early to end your relations with the commoner tonight. Mito dear would you pass me the salad?" I stare at her shocked and dumbfounded, blinking rapidly at my mother, why am I even surprised?

My aunt smiles. "Sure thing Marina." She passes the salad then looks at me. "Or would you prefer us send a messenger? Zushi!" She starts calling the messenger. I slam my hands on the table. Angered that none of them will even listen to me. "I will not end it with him. He is more than a commoner, he is smart, talented, beautiful. And would be the best King, at my side. He is caring and knows about how the people feel! He-"

"Son! I will not repeat myself. You will end it with him, end of discussion. As soon to be King, you have a responsibility to your people, and an image to uphold." My father glares at me, I glare right back.

"Killua would only make my image better." Mito who sits beside me slaps me across the face. She smiles sweetly at me as my father thanks her for taking initiative. "Listen to me Gon, do you want a repeat of what happened to Xavier?" She says, her voice dripping with sweetness, sickly sweetness. It makes my heart churn as I gulp. Everyone smirks when they know they have me under their thumb.

"I have lost my appetite." I whisper as I leave the room, my eyes watering as I gasp for breath. I can't lose him. But a week later I did. And It was the worst experience of my life.

"How could I love you?" I ask my heart breaking in that moment as I give him a sick smirk. "You were a good fuck though" when he stumbles back I want to rush after him and apologize and kiss him. I feel sick to my stomach.

"J-Just Go" killua whispers as he slides down onto the floor, his head between his legs, his nails digging into the sides. And I feel my lip quivering, I linger there for a second before turning and leaving, once I close the door I slide down it and sob. I love you Killua. I just can't lose you. Yet I did...

Fuck this. I have to see him, it's been far too long. I miss him. I have never stopped missing him. I take of my royal clothing and wear my most casual wear and finally take my walk in the kingdom, the mini village. I keep walking, down the familiar roads, deeper into the kingdom, further away from the castle, from my prison. I am finally making my way home after all these years.

I take in a deep breath when I walk into the pub Killua usually performs at when he isn't requested for royal events. The place is lively, it seems there is a party being thrown. I glance around and see an engagement banner, I wonder who is the happy couple? The barkeep smiles at me. "Hi sir what can I- Prince Gon! Oh-" I wave my hands frantically. "Shh, please do not speak my name aloud, for all you know I am not even here" I say.

The barkeep winks. "Sure thing normal customer, welcome to the spiders web! I am Nobunaga! What can I get for you!?"

I smile relieved and ask for a beer, paying him more then what it costs. "Oh sir I couldn't-" I wave him off and smile. "Think of it as a thanks, by the way whose engagement is it?"

Nobunga smiles. "Oh it's two buddies of mines, they just the cutest-" a lady with pink hair whispers in his ear glaring at me. His smile vanishes. "Not that you would care Prince Gon" his voice dripping with venom before he walks off to another customer.

I shake my head, that was weird, I start walking through the crowd only to bump into someone. "Oh sor- Killua!" I beam. Killua's eyes meet mine and they widen. We stand there staring at each other for ages, everyone else seeming to disappear from the bar.

Killua then shakes his head and a glare shoots my way, "What the fuck are you doing here?" Killua hisses. My heart stings but I can't blame him. "Killua look I-" I am interrupted by a blonde haired male and a tall man with classes walking up to me. "Get the fuck out." The blond glares into my soul.

"Kurapika, Leorio I got this." Killua states. The two reluctantly step away. Killua folds his arms as he looks at me.

"Killua look-" A guy around my height with blackish blue hair and blue eyes comes up to us with a goofy smile. "Babe! Look what my brother got- wow! You're prince Gon!" Babe? My heart clenches as the guy shakes my hand. "Killua how do you know the Prince?" He asks Killua. So his boyfriend doesn't know huh?

Killua simply sighs. "Prince Gon, this is Rin Okumura, my fiancé" my eyes widen and my heart shatters. His what!? The Rin guy smiles and wraps his arms around Killua, kissing his cheek. Killua blushes and turns his face smiling at Rin. I blink, once, twice, thrice. Maybe if I keep blinking this would just disappear. I look at Killua's hands and that's when I see a makeshift ring, made from vines or something? I give Killua a face that says we need to talk. He glares at me quickly.

"Babe, I will be right back, the prince would like to discuss my next performance day." Rin nods about to leave, when another guy with brown hair, blue eyes and glasses yells. "KISS!" And then everyone starts chanting. Killua giggles and blushes as Rin brings him in for a kiss. Both their eyes closing. My heart shatters and I want to rip that Rin guy away from him. The tears fill in my eyes and I sniff quickly wiping them away before anyone sees as I turn my face to look away from them, I notice the two guys from earlier looking at me intently, as if they figured something out. They pull away later, smiling at each other, before Killua hesitantly leaves his side. He grabs my arm and drags me outside. "What can I do for you Prince Gon?" He asks, his voice dripping with venom.

"You're engaged!?" Killua gives me a sour smile. "That obvious genius?"

"Killua you deserve better then that man. He can't even get you a proper ring-" killua's hand comes in contact with my cheek.

"Dont you dare tell me what I deserve your highness, and I will have you know, I love this ring. And that man treats me like I am a goddess, he never made me feel like shit once! Not Once." I know I have no right after what I have done. But I cant help it, I love him.

"Killua, I never stopped loving you, you have to believe me. My family they-" killua scoffs cutting me off. I look deeply into his eyes, the pain still there, that same betrayed and pained look he gave me all those years ago. Still there, and I am suddenly taken back to the worst moment of my life. The day I lost him. But now this is far worse, because I really lost him. And then I see it, it's gone quicker then it came, a faint look of love that was quickly replaced with a look of hatred and anger. A look that breaks my heart. "Killua-"

"Don't, prince Gon, don't."

"Please call me Gon, you speak to me as if nothing at all has happened between us." I plead. Killua shakes his head.

"Because to me, nothing has happened. My new life doesnt concern you. Two years ago is wiped away, brushed under the rug by you and I am not lifting that rug ever again. Your highness." Killua then curtseys and makes his way to the door.

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Killua P.O.V

As I make my way back inside, Gon grabs my arm and slams me against the wall pressing his lips against mine. For a moment I lose myself. A moment I kiss back. But then I remember Rin and then kiss that feels right, that makes the butterflies swarm around needs to stop. I push him back. "That was highly inappropriate Your highness, please refrain from doing that ever again." I state, slightly breathless.

"You used to love it when I kissed you like that. And for the love of God, call me Gon." His voice is desperate, pained. And my heart clenches I almost reach out for him.

"I don't know you like that sir, and it would be the highest form of disrespect Prince Gon, now excuse me." I rush back inside, panting. I quickly lean agaisnt the wall as the tears break free.

"So the Prince was your ex?" I jump at the sound of Rin's voice. And I am pretty sure I look like a deer caught in headlights. My mouth opens and closes. I can't lose Rin, I simply can't. Rin however pulls me in for a hug. "Its okay Kil. I won't ever hurt you like he did. " He whispers into my ear then kisses my hair. I smile and hug him back tightly. This is right. He is the one. But why does it not feel right? I shake my head. Don't let Gon get into your head or under your skin Killua.

"I have this qoute saved... 'you can't break the broken' and at first I sat there like, yeah you can't. But then I get to thinking and it's like. Yes you can. It's just you would be breaking them into more pieces while they lied to themselves saying you can't break them."

Gon chuckles. "That's hauntingly beautiful." He kisses up my inner thighs as I bite my lip to stop from moaning.

"And it's also true." I whisper. Gon smiles up at me. "I promise to put all your pieces back together." I smile at him and bring him closer kissing his face everywhere.

I shake my head and smile. "I know you won't hurt me like he did." I pull back and kiss his lips. "Let's go join the others yeah?" Rin smiles and nods as he squeezes my hand before kissing each of my knuckles. I blush and giggle before we walk back inside.

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Gon P.O.V

I punch the wall and let out a sob. "Tell me why you broke his heart." I snap my head and look over to the blonde from earlier. The one he called Kurapika, standing beside him is the man called Leorio. I blink at him. "Because that look you gave inside was that of a man who is deeply in love. So I just would like to know why?"

"What's it matter to you?" I whisper. Kurapika smiles and shakes his head. He looks down, then looks up, his eyes unreadable.

"Just curious." He then walks past me to get back inside, the same way Killua went, the back door, Leorio following.

"I was forced to. It was either that or something unspeakable would occur to Killua or those around him." I say after him. They both stop in their tracks. Kurapika glances at me over his shoulder. His eyes flicker all over my face. He then nods. "I see." He softly smiles then before walking inside. I blink. Well okay then.

A/n yep that's the prologue of #DYS Idk if I will change and make it more angsty but for now I like it.

So This is Killua's engagement ring style, but accept it's a mixture of light green vines and dark green vines

And then theres a gem in the middle like this

But the gem is really tiny. And is actually like a knock off. But Killua loves the thought put into it. Cause well Rin made it himself. But he plans on getting an actual ring like the second ring picture. Something nature themed. Yeah.

And YES ITS RIN AND YUKIO FROM BLUE EXORCIST