Dear you,

Is it possible to be in love with somebody you've never even met?

I couldn't imagine giving my heart to someone else. Even though it's impossible for you to return even an ounce of my feelings. Even though we will never cross paths again.

My heart beats for you. It's like a song, but one you've never heard before. You're my heartbeat. Every breath I take is because of you, because I'm still hoping one day, I'll see you again- one day, I'll meet you for real.

If you ever feel alone, you can always take comfort in the fact that there is someone out there in the world who you mean everything to, who lives for you, who's heart is yours.

I may just be a boy you went to school with, but I was still there. I watched as you grew. I fell in love with you.

And I never told you.

I was afraid.

Maybe I still am, but of what is what I'm really unsure of. These days, I'm unsure of a lot of things.

But I am sure of the fact that without you, I am nothing. Just know that as long as you keep shining, I'll keep breathing.

-P.JM