Authors Note:

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I will spare him the embarassment of adding his name, and therefore call him "you" as is intitled in the book.

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Dear You,

When we first met, I couldn't stop the butterflies in my stomach from flittering all about. Even now as I'm writing this I can hardly contain myself. Who knew that in three months we would be in this position. I can say that I was not one of those who knew prior to the happeneing. If I could go back in time i would certainly re-try this over and over again until I got it right. I will never forgive myself for what I did. It's hopeless, I know, to write this, knowing you will never reply. However, I must try, because if I don't, I will never be able to live with myself. If I could talk to you, I would tell you that I never wanted this to happen. That I tried, and failed. I wish I could tell you that I sucseeded, but I don't want to lie to you any more. So i'll be honest. I wont send this. For both your sake and mine.

                                                                           Forever and Always

                                                                                                -Me