Dear You.

i am sick of writing here and there about you. 

having hope that today or tomorrow you will notice how hurt both of us are. 

from today on i am giving up. i truly know that i will be hurt badly and the weight of leaving you without much effort will always be on my shoulders pushing me down.

the happy good moments we shared as best friends comes to me as flashback every now and then and the fake smiles over my face will fade and tears take it place. 

 I always thought whatever pain I go through will be another reason whyto stand up and I will always stand up not to fall, but here I am falling todeep in pain that I don't even know how to get up..