September 11

Dear You,
   I need to get this out of my head. Two days ago, I was at a karate seminar and Keefer(is that how you spell his name? Idk) hugged me because it was required to so I could do the thing. Well, for that spilt moment and couple of seconds when I was listening to the person teaching... I felt safe, a feeling I'm not sure I've felt before. I don't know how to tell him! I feel like it would be awkward to just spit out. I crave the feeling though, why do I crave it? Is it the lack of the feeling? Is it because I have possibly never felt like that before? This is going to drive me insane!

                            Hope for me please,
                                                          Ori