The Letter

Dear World,

     I have decided to tell you who I am. Even though, I truly wish I didn't have to, I will.

   I am a girl with the common hair color and eye color, brown. I enjoy my time on Wattpad very much, I enjoy all the kind people I met and helped. It's like a family that understands me more than ever, and my family of friends enjoy it too.

   I usually the quietest person in all my classes, but I'm also very smart and if you get to know me better I'm very kind and a weirdo.

  But I enjoy my time with music, reading, drawing, and writing. I am bookworm, my bookshelf is double stacked due to how many books I have. I have a lot of random doodles and awesome art work in all my nine sketch books some still remain with empty pages.

   I love mythology as well! I gave me a new veiw on how I see the world and was a place that seemed more real than ever.

   I'm also not sure on who or what gender I like for sure yet. I never even had my first kiss yet, haha.

   Anyways, I love dogs too! My dog's name is Bella, she's more like a cuddle buddy and sister to me more than just a pet. We can be the very lazy together though, around the house, just relaxing and cuddling on the bed. I enjoy it too, espeacially if I had a rough day at school or something.

  But then there's these days when I just feel completely depressed. I'll mainly just stay in my room and not talk to anyone except Bella and my best friend Alan. Who, together, can cheer me up sometimes during that time. But sometimes, I'll just think about what happened in my past, and listen to depressing or sad songs that I just lay down... and listen....

   Sometimes, I'll think about all my family that I have loved, that have passed. Sometimes during school, it might be the reason why I'm so quiet. Is because I'm in deep thought about everything or I'm searching through my memories to find one that makes me smile at least.

   Most of those are ones that I remember from the Lost Ones and our adventures together. I was actually helping people, it made me smile, in return they call me mom and say that they now understand that suicide is horrible to commit.

  I think I enjoy changing you, the world, for the better even if I have to do it one at a time.

   I'm glad I make people smile and be happy again. It helps make me happy, and it helps keep those demons down in their cages when sometimes they break free and me feel like a different person.... sometimes I just wish I could disappear.

  But then again, I felt as though I already, have. As I said before, I am the common person.

      -Alpha Pandora

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