A/N: Um please read the whole thing. It really only makes sense if you do :)
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Guide:
What I Tell Other People
What I Tell You
What I Tell Myself

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09-29-2017:

Dear Whomever,

I have always had this... This need this DESIRE, this NEED to create something.

A sort of burning sensation inside me, I guess would be the best way to describe it. Not that it hurts or anything. It doesn't leave me alone until I create. I don't think I could ever go a day without creating.

I really want to create something I can be proud of. Something someone will remember. Something beautiful...freeing ideas from my mind.

Though... I have to admit, I' d appreciate it if these moments of spurred creativity would come at more practical hours - not three in the morning.

Gosh I hate when that happens. But inspiration is inspiration - I guess, no matter what time it it.

Perks of being an insomniac, am I right?

My best ideas come when getting pen and paper are always just a pain to grab - just out of my reach.

I'm getting off topic - anyway, here's what has been on my mind.

I've been thinking about making a dream wall. Like somewhere to hold my goals and - well, dreams of what I hope to accomplish at some point in my life. I've considered writing inspirational quotes and such around me. I want to create a positive atmosphere in which I can control negative energy and how I can push it away from me so that I can focus on my creations. If I have learned anything in my life, it's that nothing is impossible.

'Cause that's my real goal. To play pretend with little children about dragons and heroes that save the day. To create something where I'm so powerful. I'm okay with not making a lot of money, performing little plays and reading stories.

I'm glad I've learned - and enforcing upon others - that money does not matter that much when you're happy. Loving yourself is an important part of that. And that includes positive self-talk: that's mostly why I started this thing.

Lemme give this a try.

I am beautiful, reliable, optimistic, knowledgeable, enthusiastic, and nice.

And this is who I am, and who I've become over the years. And I'm happy with that and all good things to come because of it.

And that will never change.

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Did you actually fall for that? Hasn't anyone taught you how to read between the lines? How about you take a second look...

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09-29-2017:

Dear Whomever,

I have always had this... This need this DESIRE, this NEED to create something.

A sort of burning sensation inside me, I guess would be the best way to describe it. Not that it hurts or anything. It doesn't leave me alone until I create. I don't think I could ever go a day without creating.

I really want to create something I can be proud of. Something someone will remember. Something beautiful...freeing ideas from my mind.

Though... I have to admit, I'd appreciate it if these moments of spurred creativity would come at more practical hours - not three in the morning.

Gosh I hate when that happens. But at inspiration is inspiration - I guess, no matter what time it it.

Perks of being an insomniac, am I right?

My best ideas come when getting pen and paper are always just a pain to grab - usually just out of my reach.

I'm getting off topic - anyway, here's what has been on my mind.

I've been thinking about making a dream wall. Like somewhere to hold my goals and - well, dreams of what I hope to accomplish at some point in my life. I've considered writing inspirational quotes and such around me. I want to create a positive atmosphere in which I can control negative energy and how I can push it away from me so that I can focus on my creations. If I have learned anything in my life, it's that nothing is impossible.

'Cause that's my real goal. To play pretend with little children about dragons and heroes that save the day. To create something where I'm so powerful. I'm okay with not making a lot of money, performing little plays and reading stories.

I'm glad I've learned - and enforcing upon others - that money does not matter that much when you're happy.

Loving yourself is an important part of that. And that includes positive self-talk: that's mostly why I started this thing.

Lemme give this a try.

I am beautiful, reliable, optimistic, knowledgeable, enthusiastic, and nice.

And this is who I am, and who I've become over the years. And I'm happy with that and all good things to come because of it.

And that will never change.
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