Stuck in the middle of happy and sad.

Anger and enthusiasm.

Heart-happy and heartbreaking.

There's never one or the other.

I'm not one of those folks that goes

through a sadness season -

when one only experiences sadness

during Life's bad times.

It's a wild, wild mixture for me.

One moment,

I'm on a happiness high...

thinking that I'm beautiful as a sugar day.

In another moment,

I think that I'm as ugly as a wilted garden,

covered with a heavy blanket of agony.