You push me to the water,

but I'm scared to swim.

I don't want to return to that place -

The place that always leaves me on the edge.

The edge of fear.

If I could, I'd kick and scream aggressively like an uneasy child,

just to show my anxiousness.

I never know what the actions will say.

I never know what the voices will do.

Too many eccentricities.

Go 'head and push me in...

I swear I'll drown...