Mom pleaded guilty on all charges hoping for a lesser sentence. She was still sentenced to 35 years in isolation for her crimes. She would be 87 by the time she got out if she manages to live that long, but it seems that the spiteful hateful bitches always seem to live the longest.

In August of 2022 Wilder started preschool and the kid was sharp as a tack. His teacher actually suggested he be moved up into kindergarten as a 4 year old. He made so many friends and did fine as the youngest in his class.

Buck and I worked together to make the small trailer hold our growing family. Wilder and Phoenix kept their shared room, my old room turned into a nursery, and Buck and I moved into my parents old room where Griz tended to sleep at the foot of the king sized bed.

We mentioned even expanding the trailer to give each child their own room.

We sold the Jeep for 5,000 dollars and Buck's Tracker for 4,000 dollars to buy him a 1994 Chevy S10 for 3,000 dollars to use as a work truck and a 8 seater Toyota Sienna as a family car for 8,500 dollars.

With bills coming to around 2,211 dollars a month and me making 3,200 dollars on my own. I handled most of our finances and Buck shared the load of farm work. The two of us could keep up a nice comfortable life for our family and still put back money into the savings.

Griz's leg healed nicely and soon he was back in back yard chasing Wilder and Phoenix and going on hunts with me as much as I could being pregnant. He protected the farm and constantly laid his head on my belly. I loved that he had already bonded with my child while still in the womb.

On March 25th, 2023, I gave birth to not one but two identically chunky healthy baby boys with Buck's curly dirty blonde hair and my light blue eyes, Bo and Luke. Buck and I had joked in the past that if we every had twin boys we'd name them after the Duke boys, it was no longer a joke now.

Wilder and Phoenix started going to counseling to help them understand their parents death and what had happened with my mother. Wilder helped to take care of his younger brother the best he could and both loved their baby cousins that they called brothers.

I placed a picture of Clay in the boys room and got a picture of Jezebel from DeeDee to hang next to it. I wanted the boys to know what their parents were like, especially their farther. I decided when the boys were old enough I'd give them the letters from Clay, including a final one given to me the day the lawyers came.

" July 29, 2021
Dear Stoney,
With the passing of Jezebel, I've realized theirs no one I'd rather see take care of my boys more than you if something where to happen to me.

I hate to push it off on you and I hope the day never comes that I'll have too, and I know if you're reading this then the day has already come to pass, but I know you'll raise them to be respectful and good boys that will turn into respectable, hard working Christian young men who won't steal, cheat, and fuck people over. I know you'll raise them up to be men I would be proud to call my sons.

Just make sure the boys know how much I love them even if they make mistakes, you can even tell them about a few I made growing up, and hopefully they'll see me as a hero like the two of us saw Daddy as.

If they wanna play football or join the military let 'em. If they wanna be firefighters or machinists let 'em.
If they wanna be just like you and be a veterinarian or a electrician let 'em.

Just make sure any man you get with is willing to help take care of my sons. I want them to have a male good role model in their lives, but even if they don't I know they'll have the most hard working, loving, beautiful young lady of an aunt to look up to as a role model.

I love you sissy. I love you Wilder and Phoenix. Don't forget me.

Giving Heaven Some Hell,
Clay Duke Jolon
Brother and Father"

On July 2nd, 2023 Buck and I had a small courthouse wedding with Hunter and CJ as our witnesses. The two best friends of ours who hated our partner choices gladly signed our marriage form. I no longer feared the childish Buck Moxon cheating on me or leaving for stupid reasons, he was a all new man.

Buck began working with his dad as a partner in their family mechanic shop. He normally brought home 250-350 dollars a week. He'd play with the twins and helped get up in the middle of the night when they'd cry. He'd work on the vehicles we owned and Phoenix and Wilder clung to him as he worked.

Buck would play guitar and sing old country song to the boys to get them to sleep and even promised Wilder to teach him to play when he got a little older.

CJ and Max continued going out and CJ began a YouTube channel of their drawing and cartoon. They dreamed of signing on with Cartoon Network and with the following they quickly gained, that dream could soon come true.

Buck and I held parties, bonfires, and BBQs on our farm. CJ, Finn, Hunter, DeeDee, Marisa, Marisa's boys Peter and John, the fire department, and Buck's family would come over for our shindigs.

Buck's mother helped with the boys when Buck and I both had to work. DeeDee treated our twins as if they were her own grandsons and I made sure that she got to spend as much time with Phoenix and Wilder as she wanted and could handle.

I no longer isolated myself. Buck made sure at least once a month I got the chance to go with my friends and me calling CJ everyday never changed. I did the same for Buck, so at least once a month he could go out with his friends and have a beer or fish.

We took family trips fishing and hiking. We decided we'd take the kids to Dolly Wood once the twins would be big enough to enjoy it. In the meantime the boys all loved the addition of four wheelers, dirt bikes, and a side-by-side to go mudding on our 20 acres of peaceful country land. Even the twins as babies loved the outdoors as much as their mother, father, and cousins.

January 6th, 2022 I felt like I had lost my entire world. In reality I had only lost a small part of it. Sure my brother, Clay Duke Jolon, and Daddy, Cedar Waylon Jolon would always hold a special place in my heart but now I was the proud Momma of four boys and had a loving husband to help me through it.

I, Lubella Ashland Jolon-Moxon, was living the country American dream on the family farm with my boys.

My precious chunky 5 month old twin baby boys, Bo Cedar Moxon and Luke Clay Moxon.

My wild child 3 year old nephew with the most energy and creative mind I'd ever seen, Phoenix Waylon Jolon.

My loyal 4 year old jet black watch dog German Shepard with the most beautiful blue eyes, Griz.

My incredibly smart, social, kind hearted 5 year old nephew, Wilder Duke Jolon.

My handsome hardworking 20 year old husband, who was now a changed man from the boy I had first fallen in love with all those years ago, Buck Kyle Moxon.

I was the luckiest 19 year old woman in the world as far as I was concerned all because of these 6 fantastic boys in my life.

I stopped going by Ash. I wasn't the old Lubella either. I was a new wonderful person and I couldn't of been prouder to have become. The heart break and struggle was all completely worth it.