I woke up, I didn't recognize where we were. Jack was still passed out and JJ was nowhere to be seen.

I was afraid but I couldn't bring myself to show it.

I got up, I was in a huge t-shirt, no pants or bra and my underwear. I walk across the room towards the open what I assumed bathroom door.

As I stepped inside I was right, it was a bathroom.

I do my business, then go lay back down. I felt tired still. I just laid there until I heard jack get up. I rolled over and he smiled,

"Hello, gorgeous, " he says.

"Hey, sexy, " I say back smiling at him.

"Hungry?" he asks, walking towards the bathroom.

"a little, " I say back, truthfully I wasn't at all, I felt sort of nauseous.

"Come shower and get dressed I'll go cook," He calls out.

"Okay!" I call back, walking towards my bag.

I bend down and grab a clean outfit.

Then grab a towel from my bag. I walk to the bathroom as Jack is washing is hands.

I turn the shower on and undress, Jack watches me, then walks towards me giving me a kiss. I return it and he leaves to go cook breakfast. I shower, clean up and get out. I get dressed and fix my hair. I don't put makeup on because I don't feel like it.

I head out of the room and go to find the kitchen.

I find it about 5 minutes later.

Jacks singing softly Hurt People one of him and JJs songs. I come up behind him and wrap my arms around him.

He turns and smiles, "You look beautiful Mads."

"Thanks love," I say and give him a kiss.

He finishes and we eat.

Then we leave, I don't ask questions I just go where he does. We go pick up some product and then go get rid of it. We pick up more and do the same for a week straight. We don't get caught or fucked over.

I get this rush and high from doing this. I also start to snort coke with Jack. I still pop pills but not as badly as I did a week ago.

"Mads, we're leaving Vegas first thing tomorrow morning, 4 am." Jack says as we hop into his truck.

We just picked up a huge haul, 100 kilos of coke and 3 kilos of heroine.

"Okay baby! Where we going?" I ask buckling up.

"Texas baby!" He says smiling and starting his truck.

Ocean laughs from the back, "I can't wait!"

"Me either!" I say smiling, I felt differently then I did when I first woke up in Vegas.

I still drank a lot. It wasn't good. I wasn't really eating either. I was so sick most of the time.

We drive back to the stash house and pack our bags and order dinner.

We eat and go to bed.

We wake up at 4am and head out. Ocean falls asleep in the back and I just rest my head against the window as Jack drives silently towards Texas.

Jack reaches next to him and grabs his hoodie, he places it on my lap,

"Put this on, I need to smoke and it's gonna be windy love."

"Thanks boo," I say putting it on.

"Anytime sweetheart," he says smiling and rolling his window down.

He lights a cig and smokes half then passes it to me,

"Finish that."

"Thanks," I say.

He just smiles and I roll my window down and finish the other half of Jack's cigarette.

When we arrive in Texas, Ocean and I are jamming out to Dear Society. Jack's got a huge smile on his face.

We safely make it to the safe house and unload the product. We immediately go start dealing. Days turn into Nights and before I know it we're heading to Mexico. We have a lot of issues when we arrive.

We get to our last safe house safely and unload . We head to bed and will start first thing tomorrow morning.