Rachel knew she could trust Sebastian with anything and everything and she also knew that she loves him despite him being gay, but she knows that he isn't because when they hang out she catches him checking her out and staring at her legs.

She hides the fact that she is hurting on the inside. She gets bullied on a daily basis, she gets judged and criticised all the time from everyone at William McKinley High, and gets bullied from everyone except puck in her glee club. She wants to tell someone, she wants to let it all out and she wants to cry but she doesn't cry she remains strong. It was at lunch she decided to tell the only person that she knew she could tell, Sebastian Smythe.

Rachel knew she could tell him anything, so it was at lunch that she wrote him a letter, a letter that tells him partly of what is going on, but she didn't want him to know that it's actually her, so she put a fake name down, a name that only he and her knew of, but she also knows that Sebastian would never think it was her. She finished writing the letter, and decided to ditch glee to go to Dalton, in hopes of placing the letter in his dorm and then leaving without being caught from him.

She parked her car at dalton and walked to his dorm, she stood outside and then crouched down and slides the envelope which contained the letter inside underneath the door of his dorm. Once she knew it was inside, she stood up from the ground and then walked away from his dorm and drove to the Lima Bean to meet Blaine and Kurt. As Rachel got to the Lima Bean, she parked her car and walked in and saw Blaine and Kurt already waiting. She walked over to them and sat down next to them, where Blaine looked at her and said

"Hey Rach, why weren't you in glee?" Rachel looked at Blaine and said

"I had an errand to run for my dads." Blaine looked at curiously and then carried on talking to Kurt. Rachel was glad that Blaine didn't question her anymore, she sat there listening to Blaine and Kurt talking about her. She didn't speak up and she didn't talk to them, she knew she should have but she didn't because they wouldn't listen to her anyway. As she sat there the person that she trusts turns up at their table and says

"You're one to talk Betty White and Anderson" as he said that, Rachel, Blaine and Kurt looked at up and saw Sebastian Smythe standing there with two coffees. Rachel smiled at his presence but him standing there also meant that Kurt was annoyed and Blaine was mad. Rachel watched Sebastian pull out a chair sit next to her and placed a coffee infront of her. Kurt looked at Sebastian and said

"Do you live here or something?" Rachel looked at Sebastian who smirked and said

"If you always see me here, then you are always here, as much as me." Kurt rolled his eyes, stood up and then left the Lima Bean with Blaine not far behind him. Rachel took a sip of her coffee and said

"You didn't have to do that you know." Sebastian looked at her and said

"I did, I wasn't going to let them talk like that about you in front of you." Rachel shrugged her shoulders and he continued

"Why do you let them talk like that about you in front of you?" Rachel sighed and said

"They wouldn't listen to me anyway." Sebastian took a sip of his coffee, and then pulled out an envelope from his blazer with the name Rachel gave herself. Sebastian placed it in front of her and said

"I know Rach, but it doesn't mean that they should say it anyway, and need your help anyway." Rachel looked at him confused and said

"What do you need my help with Seb?" Sebastian sighed and said

"I need help finding a girl." Rachel felt a pang in her heart and he continued

"A girl that wrote me a letter." Rachel raised an eyebrow at him in hopes he didn't catch on that it was her, and she said

"Who would write you a letter, we live in a world where there is Facebook and emails." Sebastian chuckled at what she said and he said

"I know, but tell that to the girl who goes by Iris West-Allen." Rachel then looked at the envelope and Sebastian said

"In the letter the girl wrote that if I replied to the letter I had to give the letter to the one girl I trust, and you are the only girl I trust." Rachel then looked at Sebastian and said

"You are the only guy I trust as well." Sebastian smiled at what she said, finished his drink and then said

"So will you help me find her?" Rachel didn't know what to say, because what would she do when he finds out it's actually her. She thought about what he has asked, and then said

"Of course." As she said that, Sebastian hugged her as a thank you and then left the lim bean to go back to dalton. She watched him and then went to the female bathroom and opened the letter he wrote to her. She knew he would reply, she read the letter and smiled when he called her beautiful, even if she didn't believe it herself.