A/N: I have never written anything close to what I wrote here, so apologies if it sucks. Warning: Weird as hell.

October 11, 5:00 pm

kwon jinshil.

"I couldn't let you kill me Jinshil, not again."

"W..What do you mean?" I asked, choking back my words as I tried my best to hold my tears in. I couldn't breathe for God's sakes, Seolhee's too strong and I couldn't push her away easily without losing my own balance. She scoffed.

"Do you want me to remind you, queen Jinshil? How about this?" She laughed and chuckled after that, "This is for all the people who made my life the living hell.. This is for all the people who thought I couldn't do what I'll do.."

Yumi.. shit.

She wasn't even alive anymore when I said the second phrase from two years ago.

"Yumi, please... don't do this." The late girl's name slipped out of my mouth without me even noticing. My knees started to tremble when Seolhee's smile grew wider than it ever did before.

"Too late Jinshil, Rest in.." She stopped midway and brought her free hand up to wave goodbye at me. "Peace."

And then the whole world stopped.

My thoughts wandered off to nowhere, lingering around my brain trying to solve this mystery. Is Seolhee Yumi? Are they the same person? What the hell is going on? Out of all people how could that even happened? If Yumi were to be alive again, would she actually do this to me?

I closed my eyes shut, but the feeling of falling didn't come at all. I slowly opened my eyes in a few seconds, seeing that Seolhee's still there, creepily smiling.

"Seolhee, don't do this." I pleaded, accompanied by a pitiful whimper. "If you push me, you would regret it. You will live through life feeling the pain of guilt and regret, don't you dare do this to me."

Why is this line so familiar? Why did I say it?

She stifled a laugh and tilted her head to the side. "How about if I kill Jungkook, too? Not only you, honey, at least you two would join together in the afterworld, just not here." She said. I couldn't help it anymore, my heart won't stop palpitating.

What the hell is this?

This isn't Seolhee.

I was so lost in trying to figure out all of this. Is Yumi coming back to make sure I'll die too, and why now?

An invisible, unknown force in front of me abruptly pushed me backwards out a sudden. It wasn't Seolhee who did it, it was a force stronger than any creature in this world, a force that could make time freeze and take me somewhere else. Somewhere else where nobody has ever been before.

I then slowly fell on my back, heading towards the abyss below me that was waiting to suck me in. One of my greatest fears was the unknown, and this is unknown to me. The overwhelming feeling of falling lasted for another few seconds before I teleported to a place I feel rather familiar with.

Th next thing I knew was that I was sitting on my designated seat in my classroom. My arms were weirdly folded on my desk, the right side of my head lying on my folded arms. My vision was tilted ninety degrees to the right. I quickly shot my head up in confusion and I realized that this place feels oddly weird. The atmosphere and the people didn't feel right to me at all.

I turned around to see all of my classmates almost still the same as when I last saw them, except more drowsy and stressed. Most of them were asleep or at the verge of drifting off the dreamland, and that's when I saw her.

It was Yumi.

Her long black hair was cut off and strands of her hair were tucked behind her ears as she focused on scribbling some messy notes on her notebook. Our gazes suddenly met and she tilted her head to the side, waving at me with a bright smile.

"Hey, Jinshil."

Just before I could reply, I suddenly feel my whole weight leaning on my back, my chair beginning to fall down backwards. I thought I was going to fall on the ground, but I fell back into the abyss from just moments ago. The feeling of falling was never-ending, my internal organs felt like they were floating in mid air. It made me sick, somehow, and that's when I found myself in another weird place again.

I was suddenly standing in the middle of the hallway of someone's unfamiliar-looking house. Looking below me, I saw that my feet were barefooted. I looked side to side and saw two doors on both sides, reaching the end of the hallway. I suddenly heard some faint, weird-sounding noises coming out from the door on my right.

I walked closer in curiosity. They weren't just noises, they were nauseating and disturbing noises. I could hear what seems like a bed squeaking boisterously from time to time, moans and groans coming out from the walls that weren't soundproof at all.

"Jungkook.." familiar name coming from a woman's mouth accompanied by a moan made my hand uncontrollably twist the doorknob, banging it open to see a horrifying sight. I saw Yumi facing her back towards my direction, her pale skin showing on her flawless back and her short hair. Whole sets of clothing were scattered around the carpeted floor.

I rubbed my eyes to see Jungkook lying there, Yumi sitting on top of him as she rocked back and forth, then pumped up and down His eyes were closed shut and he was biting his lower lips, hands secured on the sides of Yumi's hips, white sheets covering Yumi's lower back and his lower body. Moans and groans, even giggles were loud and clear.

Standing there in shock, I suddenly felt my heart fall and shatt into pieces.

Yumi paused from doing her 'business' and turned her head around, looked at me and gave me the same smile she gave me from a few minutes ago.. in the classroom. Jungkook looked pissed because she just stopped, and then demanded her to keep going.

Tears started to fill up my eyes, my lip quivering in disgust and in extreme shock.

(A/N: NECROPHILIA LOL I GTG)

Before anyone of them even dared to say something, I subconsciously let out a loud, deafening scream while covering both of my ears. I couldn't help it, I felt like vomiting at the sight, I want to become deaf because of the noises and the world won't stop spinning in front of me.

Jungkook and Yumi who didn't know who each other, were both on the bed together.

Like how?

I then closed my eyes tightly, pinched myself and chanted to myself that none of this is real, everything was just a product of my mind. It was too exruciating to see, the man I love and the girl I killed years ago fucking each other, like what the hell is even happening? The pain Seolhee had felt from when my hands were wrapped around her neck couldn't compare to what I'm feeling now. It felt as if everything and everyone I knew had failed me.

This isn't real, Jinshil, get over it, it's all in your fucking head.

Illusions, illusions, illusions!

After whispering to myself to snap back to reality countless of times, I did, and I went back to the place where I first started experiencing strange things. Seolhee was in front of me, her hand was still tight my neck, suffocating me even more. Her nails started to dig inside my skin, making me wince and hiss in pain at the same time.

"Seolhee? Jinshil, what are you doing?" A male's voice suddenly interrupted the both of us. Not so long after, Seolhee's grip around my neck started to loosen, her angry expression disappearing after seeing the person from downstairs.

Her pupils dilated once in a split second, and she immediately pulled her hand away from me, stepping back. I used my hand to nurse the now reddish area around my swollen neck, coughing even more as I found my way to breathe again.

I turned my head around and saw Jungkook at the other end of the stairs, giving me a worried expression. I quickly shifted away from the edge of the step I almost fell into. Jungkook continued to bore his eyes into my soul, his hands were balled into fists and didn't even spare Seolhee a glance.

He proceeded to furiously walk up the stairs and grabbed my wrist, pulling me down the stairs in an incredible speed. I couldn't keep up with his speed at all, I almost tripped down the stairs. After pulling me down, he swiftly pulled my arm for me to look at him close in the eye.

"What was that, Jinshil?! What did I just see? You almost pushed Seolhee down the stairs! If I hadn't seen you and stopped you, she could've fallen. What's wrong with you?!" He shouted at me continuously, his eyes turned red in fury.

What?

No, no, it was Seolhee who almost pushed me down. Fuck fuck.

What the actual fuck is happening?!

"It wasn't me, Jungkook, Seolhee tried to kill me, I swear to God she tried to kill me!" I shouted in defense, my voice slowly fading into a grief-stricken whimper. "Believe me Jungkook.. please. Don't get mad."

I haven't seen him this mad at anyone before, the last time he did was when this guy started harrassing me in front of a stupid crowd. My heart started racing and I couldn't believe anything he had just said. Just everything, from when the tables turned until this painful moment.

It wasn't me who dared to push her, it was her, all her.

She tried to kill me.

"Jungkook." Seolhee's soft voice made me jump a little. I heard footsteps going down the stairs, walking towards pur direction. I dreaded to turn around and look at Seolhee's face, but it was her that made me. Her delicate hand softly landed on my right shoulder, making me cringe in fear.

I slowly turned my head around and almost screamed out loud after seeing a short-haired Yumi smiling at me. She had red marks extending around her neck. Her face was more flawless from when I last saw it.

Last saw it from two years ago.

"Nobody will believe you Jinshil, you're crazy. You shouldn't have put the blame on poor Seolhee, because it was all you. You were the one who almost pushed her down the stairs."

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A/N: My HEAD HURTS I WAS TRYING TO WRITE NEW THINGS, I SERIOUSLY HAVEN'T WRITTEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE. HELP ME FAM.