Date- 13th April 2020. (Part 5)

Dear Love,

Only I know how much I suffered inside this damn blue colour room of mine.

I know my father would be devastated right now... Devastated even more than me. How can he not..? He forever lost love of his life... He lost his wife... I lost my mother.

It turned out that the mission which my mother was going for was terrorist exclusion mission.

Mumbai after 10 years... After 2008 faced such terrorist attack. The attack was basically started in South Mumbai and luckily the defence forces effort to execute that attack was successful, hence stopping it from growing to other parts of Mumbai.

(A/n- For those who don't know- Mumbai, formerly Bombay, city, capital of Maharashtra state, southwestern India. It is India's financial and commercial centre and its principal port on the Arabian Sea.

And obviously I faked the terror attack so please don't take it on heart or don't take it seriously.)

I still remember the words she said before going.

"Beta I will come home soon. Don't miss me too much okay and don't cry too. This mission will be changing point of my life and also I will come back soon. So be rest assure."

I laughed a little in disbelief as her words definitely came true....

This mission was surely changing point of her life...

She said that she will come home but who thought she will be coming home draped in tri-colour.

I sobbed.... Continuously sobbed.

I know my father need me right now but I just want to stay away for a while.

I know jui would be worried about me but I just want to run away from reality for a while.

I know my mother wouldn't like my behavior right now but I just can't help.

I know you would be trying to reach out for me. Even your face would generate calmness but from inside you are mess but I just to....

Take a deep breath and sleep.... Sleep until this pain of losing your loved ones reduce.

Yours,
Love.