Blaire whimpered as Shawn just layed in her arms. His breathing had slowed and she could've sworn his heart had stopped. She looked down at his sweet face. This guy she had learned to love, simply by sending letters and cute little texts, was now reasonably dead in her arms. tears began to fall and she buried her face in his shirt.

"Shawn... Muffin Boy you promised me! Your promised you wouldn't kill yourself! For me.... For us!" She yelled, crying even harder

But she was just yelling at herself. How could she let this happen? How could she have let him just slip through his fingers? How could she have not put two and two together and figured out that the cute boy next door was her heartbroken Shawn? But none of that mattered anymore because he was dead. He wouldn't be able to see her dance, teach her to play guitar, improve at piano, eat muffins together while watching MLP.

"How am I supposed to live without you?" she whispered, tears now rolling down her cheeks like little pearls "I love you..."

She could be calling an Ambulance right now, getting them to save him. Maybe save him... But she couldn't grab the phone... She couldn't bear to look at that text message. He loved her, but clearly not enough, I mean look at him. But he looked peaceful, and she couldn't change that. Lydia Blaire rested her head on his chest, wishing she could be doing this while watching the stars outside.

And suddenly, her heart skipped a beat!

Thump

Her eyes widened suddenly.

Thump

It was.....

Thump

A heart beat?!

Shawn suddenly began to cough, harder and harder. Blaire was now staring in shock at the boy in her lap. He rolled over and began to throw up. That's when she relized he had over dosed on sleeping pills. Logically she thought it was because of the pills he was still alive, his bdy was now throwing it up and out of his system. But that wasn't all of it.

Shawn had heard her as he drifted off in the darkness of his mind. He heard her yell in anger how he had promised her he wouldn't kill himself. And she was right, he had made her promise first because he couldn't imagine the pain, how it would be like if she was out of his life. He guessed he hadn't thought of it the other way around. Then he heard those three words. Those three, once empty to him words.

I. Love. You.

And he knew he had to wake up. He couldn't die. Blaire needed him, Aaliyah needed him! He loved this girl that was crying for him, and Aaliyah would probably do the same. So he began to wake up. To make him return to his body so he could be whole again. And it worked!  He began to vomit the pills and contents of his stomach and Blaire could careless if it go on her or not! I mean he was alive!

"Shawn!" She exclaimed, her eyes lighting up

He groaned and rolled over once again, clutching his stomach. He smiled and chuckled lightly, using his strength to wipe his mouth with his arm.

"I couldn't just leave you could I? We promised...." he whispered hoarsely

Blaire began to cry happy tears, nodding with a smile.

"Yeah we did promise didn't we?"

And with that, Blaire helped Shawn sit up. She stepped over his throw up, ran downstairs and got him a class of water. They worked together to get Shawn on his bed so she could give him something to eat, water, and clean the bathroom. Shawn felt better almost immediately, sitting up and suddenly creeping up behind her, wrapping his arms around her causing her to jump. He grinned as she leaned back against him, breathing in and out from the fright.

"Jesus you scared me...." she whispered

Shawn just smiled. How could he even think of suicide when the only person for him was right here, waiting. There eyes locked and Shawn leaned down, planting another kiss on Blaire's lips. This time she took it in. She loved him, he loved her, what could possibly go wrong?

Ring!

The kiss broke and Blaire thrusted her hand in her pocket, pulling out her phone and answering it.

"Where the hell are you?!" Fernandito asked on the other line "Your not a school so where are you?!"

Blaire looked up at Shawn whos eyes had gone wide.

"Uh oh..."

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And so it begins.....

SHORT BUT DEAL WITH IT!