Dear Beautiful,

Ha I changed your nickname yet again. Cause I believe there is no ugly girl in the world, just unique and beautiful ones. And thank the gods your still here and writing, I honestly don't know what I would do without you...... Okay that sounded kinda odd, but oh well, it's the truth. But now that I am writing to you, you wouldn't even think of leaving me alone in this world right? Please don't, I promise I wont do the same. So now your confuzzling me when it comes to where you live. Do you live in Ontario or just Toronto in general? And dance is cool! I would love to go to your performance one day, probably be amazed! And I think your definition of cute and mine are the same, cause im definantly cute JK I sounded REALLY stuck up there, don't listen to me, im not cute, im a mess. Lately its been snowing a lot huh? And its almost Christmas time! Whatcha want for Christmas? I'll see if I can get you something! Hmm....... Maybe a My Little Pony footie, probably a Luna one..... AND a Rainbow Dash that way Rainbow and Luna don't get jealous and think you favour one more then the other. Hey wanna start something new? I'll pick a song and put the beginning lyrics at the bottom of the letter and by every letter we add on and on until the song is complete! I'll pick a TOP song this time. I hope you can respond as fast as possible! Ttyl Beautiful.

"I ponder of something great, my lungs will fill and then deflate. They fill with fire exhale desire I know its dire my time today"

~ Muffin Boy

Shawn had just finished writing the letter at the end of class and put it in his backpack. Funny part about this? One row ahead to his right was sitting Blaire. Ever since yesterday he had been pondering and doubting about the connection in-between Blaire in his letters and this girl sitting near him in class. He never really knew her name. Well no one did. She didn't have friends in school and no one payed attention to her enough to know her name except that a special group of people called her Baby, which would be the same exact people that pushed him around too.

His Blaire had to be the same girl in his classroom. She had the same number of pets, she lived in Canada, and the same thing had happened to him! He was a boy named Shawn AND the girl HAD come over because she didn't know who the guy in the car was! It couldn't be a coincidence! But either way, if that was Blaire, he didn't want to go up to her...

He was too...

Scared.

What if he made a fool of himself?

What if he wasn't who she expected?

Well she did call him cute in the letter.... But she could've just been trying to make me jealous or something.

All in all, Shawn was scared. He would just keep acting like he didn't know anything and continue to write his letters. To be honest from what he had observed was that they both were not good with people face to face, and if he were to confront her, it would ruin the relationship that they had built. She was slowly dismantling the wall he had put up and he could feel he was doing the same to her.

So no, he wouldn't be confronting her, but he was happy he could finally put a face on Blaire, and he was pleased with it. Ever since Blaire had moved to Canada he was pleased. On the first day in Kindergarten he still remembered when all Blaire could speak was Spanish. She was pretty, more then pretty actually.....

Beautiful, and he couldn't help but like her.

What he didn't know was that he was falling for her bit by bit

Falling farther and farther, with no rock bottom.

~*~

Hey everyone! Im back! So I was thinking.....

Should I change the name from Penpal to Dear Muffin Boy? 

Idk, I feel like it would get more reads that way  AND I like it. Anywho, see yah later!