I don't know exactly how to start this letter ...

it's kind of weird to write to you knowing that you will never get this letter.

Anyway, a lot has happened in all the years that I was without you ...

it was really terrible at the dursley's, they treated me badly for years and i was always happy when i could see my best friend ron or go back to hogwarts.

i felt really at home there and loved to whiz through the air at quidditch,
but when i met sirus and remus in my third year my life changed a little i really thought sirius and i would become a family but when he died it was really hard for me ...

the next really bad event in my life was the dead of dumbledore, that of dobby and the battle of hogwarts in which I managed to defeat voldemort but lost so many ...

now once again to my question from the beginning why I am writing the letter I think I know now ...

the letter helps me finish everything.

I love you so much and just hope that you are proud of me

your harry