Dedicated to Sona & Mila M.

Your heart is warm,

Just like how your arms are,

As you wrapped it around my body.

Your ugly morning wake-ups,

And your silly goofy jokes,

It makes my day surprisingly better.

Your touch and having you here,

It makes me feel lucky,

Wonder if I could ever let you go.

Your pretty ocean eyes,

And your cute little mole near it,

Making me wanna adore you more.

All the funny faces you make,

And all that stupid dad jokes,

It amazingly makes me wanna keep you in my pockets.

Your goofy grin,

With your cinnamon scent,

It makes me wanna kiss you more.

Your messed up hair,

While you are sleeping,

Making you more adorable than ever.

All the silly kisses,

And those small cute little gifts,

It keeps on making me smile more.

The time when you braid my hair,

And making me jealous,

As I couldn't braid at all.

When we had our first fight,

And you sang my favourite song just to make-up,

It made it harder for me to stop loving you.

For the time when you got angry,

And becoming more jealous over some petty stuff,

Unbelievably makes you look a little cuter.

For the time you call me small and short,

And make me wanna kill you with fury,

It makes my life impossible not to have you around.

The time when we would play games together,

And lost to the games we played,

We'll laugh it out and curse in silly words.

The time when you call me crazy bitch,

And I was shocked and angry,

You come running saying, "you're my favourite, loveable crazy bitch".

Every time you held me,

And hug me for more than usual,

It phenomenally made me feel unique and warm.

All that time when we had a rough day,

We just held hands in silence,

Knowing we support each other without a word.

The time when we are sad,

You would take me on a ride,

And fly wherever the wind could take us.

For the time when you pull me in your arms for a dance,

Your hand on my hips,

And my head on your beating heart.

For the time we fought,

And I cried all night,

Knowing that you were crying too, all along.

For the time you ask and check-up on me,

If I had a rough day,

And listen to me sincerely.

For not getting bored,

About all the daily routines of my life,

But listen and laugh.

I'm sorry,

if I am unable to love and adore you wholly,

Or causing you difficulties.

I'm sorry that sometimes,

I'm not able to understand you and caused a scene,

And not giving you my full attention of mine.

I'm sorry,

For the times I broke your heart multiple times,

Without realizing I'm making more scars in your heart.

I'm sorry,

For being the selfish me sometimes,

And not caring for you as I should be.

Thank you for being there,

When I needed you the most,

For understanding and loving me.

Thank you,

For the time when you know, I needed to be alone,

And giving me space but keeping me close.

Thank you,

For the time you haven't abandoned me,

When I cause you miseries and heartaches.

Thank you,

For all the love and affection you've given me,

And putting up a smiley face always.

Thank you,

For understanding my selfish heart,

And guide me on the right path.

Thanks for being you,

And loving the real me,

Thank you for making me memorable.

Your big, generous, warm heart,

Melts me in every direction,

As I am lost under your dazzling spell.

We may not be perfect and all,

Because we are created from imperfection,

But having you with me is more than perfect.

I just want to say,

Having you in my life,

Was more than a simple blessing.

I'm sorry for the heartaches and troubles,

And thankful for knowing and having you,

And I love you more than anything precious in this life.

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I wrote these a couple of years back. I never knew I wrote this. I feel like I'm discovering a piece of myself in those lost years, like a lost and found case. I was reopening an old wound and recovering my old diary book. Anyway, I found all of my previous poems a lil bit depressing; I hope this one cheers you up!

-Love, Quinn :]