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I wish you a happy long lasting marriage! 

Still sad but... this is only thing I can do for you now. My heart is not healthy to reach out for you now. It's still in healing process and apparently you shouldn't wait for me. 

Given the circumstance that you have no idea how I feel... and for how long.

This, the whole this - is my problem ... alone. Belong to only me. 

I hope, really hope, in any tiny chance ... in this world, if I have  any, 

I will pursue you like it's a death or alive mission to me. Until then, babe! Having fun until then! Be happy!

Because I'll consume you until nothing left when timing is right. Brutally, aggressively and directly.

I will. 

Definitely will.