This is long-term battle. In which I may or may not have chance to win your heart. 

I struggle with my chaotic feelings everyday, desperately divert my attention into anything, but you and your everything related to you. Such as local time, working or sleeping now and your friend circle, ... and of course, your relationship status. 

Silly me to think so highly of me that I can smoothly win you over.

At the same time,  pathetic me to being suborn hold on this feeling towards you with unreasonable confidence.

I don't even care if you're gonna love me back or not. Doesn't matter at all.

My heart, my freedom to give it to anyone. No one can stop me doing so, especially now, when everything is hidden into my chest and I don't intend to reveal to anyone any time.