Dear March,

I've been thinking about him again. Not at all in the same way. Not romantically at all. That would be gross. Eww. More platonically and with jealousy. I wish we were friends. His super advanced band just played a really difficult piece that he wrote. I'm a bit envious of his talent. He's so musically talented. I wish we were friends and I could learn from him. It makes me more bitter about messing things up with him, but it all worked out for the best for me. I have an amazing girlfriend and I've been able to explore my identity. I want to get back in touch with him to talk to him about music. I wish...