❝If you're anything like me, you'll feel everything too deeply, and it will drive you to madness. You'll hear another's cries and feel it in your own heart, you will clutch your chest and gasp for breath as you feel their pain, and all pain that is presented before you. If you're anything like me, you'll want to fix it all, but become overwhelmed in the process and result in doing more harm than repair. You'll hate yourself for never doing as much as you should, but what can you do when you're feeling so blue? When you're feeling red with fury, green with envy and yellow with joy? All of the emotions are displayed on a colour spectrum, a visual rainbow constantly in sight that you never forget. If you're anything like me, you want to die every day, but all you manage to ponder in that reality is what would become of your family. You feel too much, and you could never cause them that pain, so you die every day on the inside, and I fear that it will break out one day and consume you whole, leaving you a hollow shell of an emptied void, once so full of colour, now doomed to be dull in this colourless universe.❞

Wednesday, August 8, 2018
9:43 A.M.