Dear Ella,

 This whole week you didn't reply to me and that scared me. Even though your letter wasn't how it usually is, I'm glad you replied back.

My sister killed herself when I was sixteen.

I miss her Ella, I really do, and I can't bare the thought of you being dead as well. So, maybe I don't know what it's like but I know what it feels like to have something ripped away from you without being warned.

 Don't drown, swim.

 With all of my love,

 Benjamin