Dear Benjamin,

You are what saved and brought me to death. It’s quite impossible to think that you are capable of doing both things but you did. I was happy for a period of time but for some unknown reason you vanished.

Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be, but I refuse to believe it was that simple of a reason to leave me like you did.

I believe you were a cowered. You’re a fucking bastard. I shouldn’t even be writing you a letter because you don’t deserve it but I am. No matter how hard I try I still love a guy who I’ve never met in person. It seems impossible but it’s true.

Death happened,

E