The almighty B,

Oh for heavens sake, aren't you a charmer?

It's not so much of the number but of what I have to become. Turning twenty means going to college and starting a life but sadly I can't go to college. I feel so out of it. I don't feel normal compared to everyone else.

I want to go to college but it's complicated. Or maybe I'm just the only one complicating matters more than they actually are. I'm not sure. 

Is this your way of asking me to go to your home? I'm not quite sure if I can accept it since it wasn't a proper invitation.

I'm sorry I can't help you. My heart is already wounded along with yours.

E