Dear Diary,
                    What's the point anymore? Maybe I should just give up. Be normal like they want me to. I left him another note after he responded to the the one before.
     Weirdly, Phil is being nicer to me, but what if it's just a set up? So he can hurt me more.
      people keep on touching me in places they shouldn't. I don't want them to. It brings up memories of before.
      I don't know anymore diary, maybe I should just give up all together...

Dan walked once again down the halls. Danny had to take the day off so he had no one. And Dan felt like utter shit. He really needed a friend. Today of all days.

He was the first at school. Wanting to leave his house. He didn't want his mom to force him to stay off school because of something that happened to him.

Today was the anniversary of that memory and Dan needed a distraction from it. He needed a distraction from being at home. 

He got to his locker and was surprised to see no note. Well half surprised, he was to busy getting his things and trying to keep his mind occupied on work. But he did leave one last note. Hoping that his admirer read it and would show himself. He couldn't be bothered to care at this point. Not anymore.

Dear whoever the fuck you are, who the fuck are you. Where are you when I'm getting beat up? When where you when people are forcing themselves on me? Why won't you let me know who you are? You're a wimp.
Xoxo Dan

He left for first class. Dan didn't have the motivation to care about anything today. He wanted today to be over. He felt worthless...

XxX

Dan was the first to arrive to every lesson that day. Just sitting down at his desk before anyone else.

It was lunch time when Dan physically couldn't stomach eating. He sat in the café, eyeing the cardboard that was mean to be pizza.

He stood up after 5 minutes of looking at it in utter silence. He haven't spoken a word all day. The teachers didn't try to make him. They knew what today was due to Dans parents informing the school.

He pit the remains of the food in the bin before walking off down the corridor. His skirt swishing behind him.

He didn't realise that someone was following him. He stepped into an empty classroom, so that no one could see him when he eventually breaks down into tears.

Trigger warning - INTENDED RAPE.

"Hello there hot stuff." A voice called from behind Dan. 

Dans posture stiffened and he turned around to see who it was. Dan recognised him, but didn't know his name. He was someone who looked exactly like Phil, scarily. He copied everything about the man he secretly loves.

"Who the fuck are you?" Dan asked.

He knew he shouldn't have said that. But it seemed the copycat didn't mind. He just turned around and closed the door behind him.

"I'm someone who wants to see that skirt on the floor." He said.

Dan looked taken aback. Of course this is going to happen on the anniversary of that day. Dan stumbled back away from the copycat, but was pushed back onto the desk by the larger boy.

Dan screamed, not loud enough and not for long enough when his voice was cut off by a sweaty hand. He whimpered in fear as the taller man slid his hand up his skirt. Dan was fighting weakly against the taller person forcing themselves on him.

It seemed to have no effect because the copycat seemed unfazed. Dan bit down on the hand, causing the release of his mouth and he screamed slightly louder this time.

Someone must have heard him or the silent prayers he sent to god were answered. When someone flew through the door. Gasping at the sight of Dan being forced onto by the copy cat.

Dan turned to the door to see the person who had just entered, none other than the original Phil. Phil looked at them both taking in the situation, before he rushed forward and pushed the copycat off me.

Phil repeatedly punched him in the face, as Dan whimpered, tears threatening to fall.

"Isn't that what you do Phil?  Get laid?" The copy cat said, trying to defend himself.

Phil looked down at him, a look of pure rage on his face, verging madness. Phil punched him again and Dan heard something snap, possibly his nose.

"No body should never, EVER force themselves on someone." Phil screamed at him.

Dan was now sobbing as Phil stood up. There was blood on him, from Dans attackers broken nose. But he still held a hand out to Dan. 

Dan, to scared and grateful of Phil, took it and Phil checked him over.

"You okay? Did he hurt you?" Phil asked.

"Since when are you concerned about whether or not I'm hurt?" Dan asked.

Phil looked taken aback. Yet Dan didn't care, he wanted to go home. Maybe he should have stayed home. He just crossed his arms and tried not to let the memories take him back to that place.

"No one should ever be forced on." Phil says.

Dan nods and leaves, deciding to skip the rest of school and just go home. To an empty house, again.

There was a note on the side.
'Family business.' It said.

"So they will be gone a few months." Dan said aloud to himself as he pulled out a cola from the fridge.

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